# Been very angry and negative towards myself lately! **URL:** \ **Category:** Health and Recovery\ **Created:** [August 28, 2026, 11:12pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453 "2026-08-28T23:12:48Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:12pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/1 "2026-08-28T23:12:48Z")
I feel like sh-it. Constantly ruminating and having an internal monologue on how useless I am. Hating my parents for bringing me to this world with this horrible illness. I haven’t taken my meds for three days now and I started talking to myself again. Arguing about nonsense. With schiz you are absolutely nothing. A useless piece of sh-it, I was made so other people could step all over me and feel good about themselves while they were doing it. FU-CK! ---
**Author:** ![Mars](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/mars/32/4869_2.png) [@Mars](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Mars)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:15pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/2 "2026-08-28T23:15:46Z")
Why did you stop your meds? Side effects? ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:16pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/3 "2026-08-28T23:16:59Z")
I just keep falling asleep on the couch when I should brush my teeth, take my meds and go to bed. ---
**Author:** ![greeneyedtreefrog](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/greeneyedtreefrog/32/15823_2.png) [@greeneyedtreefrog](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/greeneyedtreefrog)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:17pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/4 "2026-08-28T23:17:52Z")
Aww, you’re a good dude speedy. I would reccomened taking your meds though. The human species can be brilliant kind or horribly blind and cruel. I would reccommened reading, i resd biology and it makes me feel lucky to be alive, considering genetic mutations that kill, pandemics, being the fusion of a successful egg and sperm, our anxestors surviving harsh climates, my mum and dad meeting, the earth being in exactly the right place relative to the sun to sustain life. Or if you’re not into bio, you could try fiction. The world is a harsh place and surviving as long as we have is incredible luck. But reading can broaden our horizons. ---
**Author:** ![Mars](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/mars/32/4869_2.png) [@Mars](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Mars)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:18pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/5 "2026-08-28T23:18:56Z")
Might be contributing to the problem. I would try to take them. But yeah sometimes you get comfortable in bed and don’t want to get up lol. I’ve missed mine many times and I feel worse after from the withdrawal and stuff. Really causes chaos in the brain when they are cut off. ---
**Author:** ![Fisherman1992](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/fisherman1992/32/8077_2.png) [@Fisherman1992](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Fisherman1992)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:19pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/6 "2026-08-28T23:19:55Z")
Sorry to hear your having a rough time When i dont take my lamictal and wellbutrin i feel like sh\*t it sudks Some days are rough but just gotta live for the good times You know what i mean but i suggest taking your meds ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:21pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/7 "2026-08-28T23:21:12Z")
Should I take my nighttime meds now? I just woke up? ---
**Author:** ![Fisherman1992](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/fisherman1992/32/8077_2.png) [@Fisherman1992](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Fisherman1992)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:22pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/8 "2026-08-28T23:22:40Z")
What time is it where you are If its even midnight id take them if i was you If side effects are bad talk to your doctor and see if theres a alternative ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:23pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/9 "2026-08-28T23:23:19Z")
Ok. I’ll take half of the dosage. ---
**Author:** ![Mars](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/mars/32/4869_2.png) [@Mars](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Mars)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:23pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/10 "2026-08-28T23:23:35Z")
Sounds good, feel better soon. ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:24pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/11 "2026-08-28T23:24:24Z")
> [@Fisherman1992](#): > > What time is it where you are It’s 1:23 AM. I woke up 1h ago. I’ll be up until morning and early day. ---
**Author:** ![Ducky](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/ducky/32/16791_2.png) [@Ducky](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Ducky)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:40pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/12 "2026-08-28T23:40:11Z")
How are you coping with your dad atm, is he any worse? ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:42pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/13 "2026-08-28T23:42:16Z")
He’s at the hospital. I couldn’t visit him because I’ve been sick with the flu. It’s very important that he doesn’t have another infection. He could die from it. ---
**Author:** ![Ducky](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/ducky/32/16791_2.png) [@Ducky](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Ducky)\ **Post date:** [August 28, 2026, 11:48pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/14 "2026-08-28T23:48:01Z")
Its awful i understand and scary but hes in the best place rn for him. I hope you manage to feel well enough to see him soon. You must be responsible about taking your meds, so that you can be there for your family. People need you. Dont beat yourself up its pointless. Just baby steps for now, keep trying to brush your teeth and go to bed a bit earlier ---
**Author:** ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)\ **Post date:** [August 29, 2026, 1:49am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/15 "2026-08-29T01:49:01Z")
Meds are necessary dude ---
**Author:** ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)\ **Post date:** [August 29, 2026, 1:50am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/16 "2026-08-29T01:50:30Z")
> [@Om\_Sadasiva](#): > > necessary Necessary evil maybe ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 29, 2026, 1:50am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/17 "2026-08-29T01:50:35Z")
Yeah, I know. I’m starting to have conversations with my voices and my cracked brain is acting up. ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 29, 2026, 2:50am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/18 "2026-08-29T02:50:54Z")
I took my antidepressant. Started thinking about suicide. ---
**Author:** ![Fisherman1992](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/fisherman1992/32/8077_2.png) [@Fisherman1992](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Fisherman1992)\ **Post date:** [August 29, 2026, 2:53am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/19 "2026-08-29T02:53:55Z")
I hope it helps Takihg your meds as prescribed then seeibg a doctor to adjust them should help ---
**Author:** ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)\ **Post date:** [August 29, 2026, 2:55am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453/20 "2026-08-29T02:55:56Z")
I was never suicidal before they put me on this crap. Now I feel horrible for missing dosages. [Next page](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/been-very-angry-and-negative-towards-myself-lately/8453.md?page=2)