# Chance's Thread **URL:** \ **Category:** Lounge\ **Created:** [October 17, 2026, 9:21pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526 "2026-10-17T21:21:59Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 17, 2026, 9:21pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/1 "2026-10-17T21:21:59Z")
I’m back to believing that people don’t want me here, but I find it hard to stay away, so I’m creating this thread in the hopes that I’ll stay away from the main area. ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 17, 2026, 9:30pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/2 "2026-10-17T21:30:32Z")
I hope Haldol helps me get rid of my Truman Show stuff.. ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 17, 2026, 10:34pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/3 "2026-10-17T22:34:21Z")
I’ve been reading meditative pointers and questions on Claude. It’s been very enjoyable. ---
**Author:** ![Schizbro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/schizbro/32/16560_2.png) [@Schizbro](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Schizbro)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 12:22am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/4 "2026-10-18T00:22:40Z")
People want you here because with psychosis youre in the community. ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 12:40am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/5 "2026-10-18T00:40:45Z")
When I think about my Truman Show delusion, I sometimes think, in order to disprove it to myself, I would have to sift through all of the coincidences and halllucinations I’ve encountered in the last 18 years..but, I guess I don’t lol ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 12:41am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/6 "2026-10-18T00:41:34Z")
I really need to find a new therapist ---
**Author:** ![Schizbro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/schizbro/32/16560_2.png) [@Schizbro](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Schizbro)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 12:41am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/7 "2026-10-18T00:41:47Z")
Ive had that delusion its a combo of reference, megalomania, paranoia, persecutory and grandeur imo. ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 12:42am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/8 "2026-10-18T00:42:31Z")
Megalomania for sure-I remember breaking down in tears on the freeway, cuz I was so happy that people were all watchng me and taking care of me lolol ---
**Author:** ![Schizbro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/schizbro/32/16560_2.png) [@Schizbro](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Schizbro)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 12:43am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/9 "2026-10-18T00:43:35Z")
Pronoia i guess too ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 1:56am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/10 "2026-10-18T01:56:23Z")
Sometimes I wonder if there’s other people out there with dissociative mental habits like mine. ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 1:57am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/11 "2026-10-18T01:57:21Z")
I worry that I’ve had an episode of dissociative amnesia hundreds of times a day. ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 1:57am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/12 "2026-10-18T01:57:40Z")
Well, maybe just dozens. But, a lot. ---
**Author:** ![Schizbro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/schizbro/32/16560_2.png) [@Schizbro](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Schizbro)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:15am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/13 "2026-10-18T02:15:16Z")
Like a blackout? ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:23am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/14 "2026-10-18T02:23:45Z")
I think so. ---
**Author:** ![Schizbro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/schizbro/32/16560_2.png) [@Schizbro](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Schizbro)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:24am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/15 "2026-10-18T02:24:37Z")
What are you usually doin when it happens? ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:27am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/16 "2026-10-18T02:27:13Z")
I’m not sure what you mean..I often am stressed or in a sort of blah mood and idk I really dont know what happens.. ---
**Author:** ![Schizbro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/schizbro/32/16560_2.png) [@Schizbro](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Schizbro)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:29am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/17 "2026-10-18T02:29:20Z")
Well if you are warching tv you.would notice not remembering the last x minutes If just laying on the couch doing nothing hard to dssociate with amnesia ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:32am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/18 "2026-10-18T02:32:09Z")
I’ve never been arrested, so there’s that lol If I had dissociated and done something really bad I would be in jail, so that’s somewhat comforting ---
**Author:** ![Chance](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/chance/32/16603_2.png) [@Chance](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Chance)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:37am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/19 "2026-10-18T02:37:32Z")
How are you today, @Schizbro ? ---
**Author:** ![Schizbro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/schizbro/32/16560_2.png) [@Schizbro](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Schizbro)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2026, 2:43am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526/20 "2026-10-18T02:43:41Z")
Ok having insomnia [Next page](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/chances-thread/9526.md?page=2)