# Consciously listening to music

**URL:** https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065
**Category:** Health and Recovery
**Created:** [July 13, 2026, 1:20pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065 "2026-07-13T13:20:18Z")
**Posts on this page:** 20
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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 8:02am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/123 "2026-07-16T08:02:06Z")

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Just took a shower 🚿

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 8:56am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/124 "2026-07-16T08:56:12Z")

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Napalm Death- Scum is too expensive on Discogs. @Speedy

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 9:30am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/125 "2026-07-16T09:30:37Z")

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Hey @Speedy , I found it and ordered it from a record store in Greece. 44 € with shipping. I’m so happy.

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### Author: ![Jimbob](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/jimbob/32/2608_2.png) [@Jimbob](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Jimbob)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 11:48am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/127 "2026-07-16T11:48:17Z")

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Listening to this album for the first time. Is great

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 11:49am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/128 "2026-07-16T11:49:24Z")

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Yeah. It has chaotic beauty.

Grindcore. Small tracks, full energy, no solos.

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### Author: ![Jimbob](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/jimbob/32/2608_2.png) [@Jimbob](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Jimbob)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 11:49am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/129 "2026-07-16T11:49:41Z")

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Loving it mate

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 11:52am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/130 "2026-07-16T11:52:12Z")

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I’m glad you like it. 😉

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### Author: ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:00pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/131 "2026-07-16T12:00:50Z")

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Hi Om!

I came back from the meeting with the pdoc.

She didn’t prescribe me those new sleeping pills. Apparently they can cause hallucinations.

My blood sugar was a little too high. They are discussing if they will put me on metformin. I really want to avoid that drug.

Napalm death? I’m going to give that record a listen.

How are you today?

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:02pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/132 "2026-07-16T12:02:16Z")

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How did the meeting go?

Yes, listen to Scum. It’s chaotic but lovely.

You can find order even in chaos.

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### Author: ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:07pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/133 "2026-07-16T12:07:16Z")

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> [@Om\_Sadasiva](#):
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> How did the meeting go?

The doc was very supportive and friendly. She was cute too.

We discussed my medications. She also asked if I wanted to see a psychologist. She is putting me on the waiting list but doesn’t know if they will approve it.

She prescribed me Quetiapine for sleep. Hopefully it’ll work. I was up until 5:00 AM this morning.

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:07pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/134 "2026-07-16T12:07:55Z")

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> [@Speedy](#):
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> Quetiapine

Yes this helps with sleep. Good.

How long did your meeting last?

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### Author: ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:10pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/135 "2026-07-16T12:10:03Z")

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> [@Om\_Sadasiva](#):
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> How long did your meeting last?

About 30 minutes. She went through everything.

It’s really hot today +32°C. I still have some ice cream. Yum!

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:13pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/136 "2026-07-16T12:13:30Z")

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Nice. Ice cream is perfect. I ran out of it.

I have spaghetti 🍝 today.

Did she cover all aspects of your life?

Did she ask for everything?

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### Author: ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:20pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/137 "2026-07-16T12:20:20Z")

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> [@Om\_Sadasiva](#):
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> I have spaghetti

My favorite. I’m making spaghetti too.

> [@Om\_Sadasiva](#):
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> Did she cover all aspects of your life?

She is concerned with the fact that I don’t move or exercise during the day. But I’m lazy!

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> Did she ask for everything?

She asked me about my voices. I told her I have running commentary and that they say stupid sh-it to me. She asked me if I always hear them, I said yes. But I told her I’m used to them.

I also told her I listen to a lot of music. She said that’s common with people who hear voices. She has a lot of patients that listen to music.

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 12:21pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/138 "2026-07-16T12:21:13Z")

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OK. Nice. Good that you were honest about your voices. Yes, music is common

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 1:34pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/139 "2026-07-16T13:34:02Z")

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While I’m listening to a vinyl, I’m hearing phone ringing. I check, nothing, no notification. Then, again. Wtf?

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### Author: ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 2:25pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/140 "2026-07-16T14:25:15Z")

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I have heartburn again. Freaking annoying.

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 2:26pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/141 "2026-07-16T14:26:07Z")

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I also had the other day.

So annoying, I agree.

Keeps me awake at nights.

Did you make it worse with many coffees or special food?

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### Author: ![Speedy](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/speedy/32/145_2.png) [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 2:26pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/142 "2026-07-16T14:26:59Z")

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Yes, I had coffee and ice cream. Maybe that’s why?? I’m also using swedish tobacco.

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### Author: ![Om\_Sadasiva](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/om_sadasiva/32/179_2.png) [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2026, 2:28pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/consciously-listening-to-music/7065/143 "2026-07-16T14:28:52Z")

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When I last had ice cream, i had heartburn

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