Thanks Zoe, yes it’s a nice treat haha I didn’t join before cause I was worried about injuring my back again but I’m not gonna lift heavy any more. They have boxing bags, treadmill, body weight exercise benches etc gonna stick to those
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Thats so cool u hav the insight! You will lov the gym. Its a cool place with like minded ppl.
Im so happy ur bak is doing good
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I appreciate your positivity Zoe! Thanks 
will be fun! I can’t wait 
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Went to the gym this morning. Did light free weights and treadmill. I wanted to spend more time there. Also went to a clothing store and bought a maroon suede handbag. I hope I can wear it often.
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nice! hope you had a great day had fun at the gym?
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hey, I had a nice day, I’m in chill mode now 
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Good greetingzzz!
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Its nice to see you all again.
I was unmedicated for a year or so and recently started taking olanzapine.
I am size 16 in clothes so its possible ill soon be size 18 or 20 with olanzapine weight gain .
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Listened to Willie Nelson song just breathe that he sings with his son Luke.
Love n prayers n good wishes to n for them.
Willie is older gentleman now.
He made a weed smoking song with Snoop dog too.
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Does anyone else here feel like they dont have a family or a people kinda and ones surrounding opress and bully and isolate and abuse and lie and incite hate and are immature?
How do such people get “power “ is beyond me.
They opress bully n take who is n whats ones best can through all cultures n rrligions etc sermingly.
ive experienced rape n molestation n horrible things and its not uncommon for such be scapegoated n more.
first epstein survivor to say she was raped was labelled schizophrenic and put in hospital and told she is horrible person for lying about all these fab people.
when so many in on it …..
what can one do..
ones best ..
shower . Eat . Sleep..
Like jealous fck wittz throwing tantrums only they smart n educated.
even if im seemingly alone amoung those bully n opress me yr after yr i will not see them as powerful people or winners.
winners dont bully n opress etc.
Seems weak for no one to not go along with it but not take part.
Only place i remember feeling at home and safe to feel like myself was in Sa but even there i wanted more of voice etc
Even there i was disrespected.
Still i could feel my own presence and spirit n eyes etc in my own body there more.
Also loved the nature n them.
Had my own$200 or $250 plastic pool i would skinny dipp in and be playful in.(not sexual way).
I reckon i would move back there but cant afford too and cant transport myself and my things there by myself.
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Welcome back its so good to see you again.
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Sounds so much fun! You got to reclaim it
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Truth @Sacredneigh7
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Im at a friends place. Practicing for a job interview. I just had some cheesy crisps and a tea. I put on music to help me. I miss my ex. But i wont see him until friday.
Hes working hard.
Friday we are going on an easter holiday.
I really like tea
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Tired from visiting the town center. Relaxing home now.
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Good thread.
Thank you for this thread.
I have wanted to ask how you have all been and how you are now .
Itzzz nice to see you guys again.
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Im ok im just chilling in my friends bedroom atm. He is in the living room.
I am hoping the next few days will be good weather for the holidays.
I need to get off tea im getting addicted.
How has your life been this past year?
I hope you are well. 
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