# I understand hadeda
**URL:** https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649
**Category:** Unusual Beliefs
**Created:** [April 21, 2026, 9:36pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649 "2026-04-21T21:36:45Z")
**Posts on this page:** 19
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 21, 2026, 9:36pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/1 "2026-04-21T21:36:45Z")
I understand @Dika
I want to be ill again too…
But only the good part of it.
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### Author:  [@Turtle](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Turtle)
#### Post date: [April 21, 2026, 9:38pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/2 "2026-04-21T21:38:44Z")
I’ll trade silence for voices
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### Author:  [@Fisherman1992](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Fisherman1992)
#### Post date: [April 21, 2026, 9:46pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/3 "2026-04-21T21:46:18Z")
I used to get severly manic and kinda miss it alot tbh BUT the psychosis the paranoia and the crash makes it not worth it
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 21, 2026, 9:48pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/4 "2026-04-21T21:48:21Z")
Yehhh…
I hav a feeelin i will not come off my meds
But if i get voices from time to time n they are good then i aint raising my dose just yet 🧚♂️
Atm these days its all silent again
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 1:46am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/5 "2026-04-22T01:46:34Z")
Tho…
I been thinkin that in the future i really wud lov to come off them just cos i dont like being dependant on pharmacies.
But idk its a good idea…maybe…
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 1:47am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/6 "2026-04-22T01:47:12Z")
I do not recomend this to anyone.
I am on a micro dose of abilify already thats why it might be ok for me
For other ppl it cud be extremely dangerous
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### Author:  [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 5:55am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/7 "2026-04-22T05:55:20Z")
Symptoms always come back.
At least in my case.
This month was a stable month.
Didn’t take prn.
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### Author:  [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 6:27am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/8 "2026-04-22T06:27:46Z")
> [@Om\_Sadasiva](#):
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> This month was a stable month.
Wow, a whole month? That’s progress. Hopefully you’ll have a great summer.
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 6:28am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/9 "2026-04-22T06:28:50Z")
> [@Om\_Sadasiva](#):
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> This month was a stable month.
So cool, good news
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### Author:  [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 7:21am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/10 "2026-04-22T07:21:35Z")
Few voices now and then don’t count as symptoms. You?
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### Author:  [@Om\_Sadasiva](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Om_Sadasiva)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 7:21am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/11 "2026-04-22T07:21:52Z")
Yeah. I feel sane
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### Author:  [@Dika](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Dika)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 9:22am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/12 "2026-04-22T09:22:37Z")
I have no name for this malady. What is it called? Please tell me. I feel so fake…
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 5:27pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/13 "2026-04-22T17:27:20Z")
Dw i dont think u are fake sorry you feel that.
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 5:31pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/14 "2026-04-22T17:31:07Z")
> [@Dika](#):
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> What is it called? Please tell me. I feel so fake…
Its called being human hehe
But u arent fake, no.
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### Author:  [@Speedy](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Speedy)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 9:54pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/15 "2026-04-22T21:54:10Z")
Same old bullshit here. Voices and cracked brain.
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 22, 2026, 11:20pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/16 "2026-04-22T23:20:45Z")
Update on this thread..
Psychosis is bad.
I do not want to experience the good or bad again
Yeh. I thought i met jesus but i dont think that anymore.
I decided that i dont believe in afterlife so thats that
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### Author:  [@Honeysuckle](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Honeysuckle)
#### Post date: [April 23, 2026, 12:10am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/17 "2026-04-23T00:10:42Z")
I don’t want to put that on my husband again. He gives me strength.
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### Author:  [@Zoe](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Zoe)
#### Post date: [April 23, 2026, 12:17am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/18 "2026-04-23T00:17:31Z")
@Honeysuckle i feel the same.
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### Author:  [@sweetpotatopie](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/sweetpotatopie)
#### Post date: [June 18, 2026, 6:00pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/i-understand-hadeda/4649/19 "2026-06-18T18:00:09Z")