I doubt she loves me. She wants sex from me
Mine says it loves me. Knows me knows my whole life
Do you feel flattered?
Or indifferent?
I want to make it work but they have to stop torturing me
The same voice tortures you?
Yes. They enjoy insulting and degrading me
Mine too. Louisa wants sex and insults me at the same time
“Are you full yet you fat basssstard?”
Louisa said now
Yeah my voice doesn’t like me eating
Have you ever been voices-free? For how long?
No I heard voices since 2012. No freedom though they were quiet for a little bit in 2022
Mine started at 2017
When I stopped taking clozapine secretly they got better for a bit. And then much worse.
I don’t think meds effect them. They have there own reasons for behaving the way they do
Are you still on clozapine? I’m on it and also on 2 other APs
No I’m on abilify shot
Do you think that the dopamine theory isn’t sufficient to explain psychosis and voices?
I don’t think they have a clear understanding at all
It remains a mystery.
And I’m wondering how APs work on visions but not fully on voices
Louisa: “if you get fat, no lady will like you”