oh true haha thats polite of you 
hope it was ok haha
2 Likes
Welcome to the poor club Speedy lol. Im so behind financially compared to the average 31 year old around here in my country.
I bet you will like your new shirts.
How is your symptoms? I had a moment of paranoia earlier when I saw a car with tinted windows drive slowly by my house. What if they were scoping out my house to see if its a good one to break into?
2 Likes
Well, i don’t like mac and cheese. So it kinda sucked. Shouldve got a sandwhich instead.
I am still craving something good to eat..
2 Likes
I hope they’ll fit when they arrive.
It’s always good to have extra t shirts.
Just voices and cracked brain. My nurse told me that I need to start exercising. I said as long as I’m on the max dosage of olanzapine it will be difficult.
I don’t know what kind of neighborhood you live in. But it sounds unlikely.
1 Like
oh true lol yea i gotta make dinner too. im looking at piano keyboards and have been working on music. i completely forgot to make dinner.
1 Like
Im on 10 mg (half the max dose) and have no problem exercising. While I never recommend going fully off meds, lowering your dose could help you with motivation and energy.
1 Like
I’ll ask my doc if we can lower the dosage.
I just don’t want to become crazy again. When I’m unmedicated I do a lot of weird sh-it. It’s actually dangerous if I become delusional again.
1 Like
Maybe lowering to 15 mg from your current 20 mg could help. Im no doctor though and if you’re going to make changes to your meds, do it with a medical professional.
1 Like
Sounds like youre having fun though..
1 Like
yes ma’am 
1 Like
I wish i was having fun. I’m so bored that its painful. Maybe i need to spontaneously compulsively buy another ebook
4 Likes
lol true, any books in particular?
2 Likes
I dont know. I will ask chat gpt..
2 Likes
Bought an engaging and interesting book on the science of boredom. Its called ‘out of my skull’.
Apparently boredom happens when we are not free to live as we wish or if our talents and mental capacity are under utilized..
It is an inspiring read.
Glad i bought it.
3 Likes
Anyone up?
3 Likes
I’m up. I had some chocolate cake that I enjoyed eating. Now I feel nauseated from the sugar rush.
3 Likes
I’m up, doing some coding.
2 Likes
How is your night going man?
1 Like
Going well man. If I don’t fall asleep soon im going to head down stairs to have a banana. How are you doing? Any anxiety?
2 Likes