Good morning om!
Is that your leg?
Good morning om!
Is that your leg?
No, my arm
That looks great Om.
Ok, yeah I thought so. Tattoo looks amazing.
That is a good tattoo @Om_Sadasiva your tattoo artist is talented.
Yes he is. I never go to another tattoo artist
Thanks speedy. How’re you today?
Voices as usual?
Yeah, voices and I was up all night without having any tobacco. The kiosk opens up in one hour.
I feel like I’m going to faint. I’m dizzy. I need nicotine in my system.
Oh. Insomnia again?
I slept fine.
Today voices talk about blood
I slept too much yesterday. So I was up all night..
Blood? That sounds strange!?
What exactly are they saying?
About massacre and carnage.
Devil wants my soul
But I won’t sign any contract
Well, I had the delusion that I sold my soul to the devil. It was weird, like ocd and delusion at the same time.
Anyways, apparently you can’t sell your soul to anyone. The soul belongs to god only. If you believe these kind of things?
Beware the devil
I put on 6 pounds over the vacay with all that ice cream and restaurant eats, I need to eat light and exercise next few weeks.
Finally, some nicotine in my system. Feels like I’m going to either barf or pass out.
I don’t know how I’m going to quit this time? If I feel this awful, there is no mercy..
Been having a lot of weird muscle spasms that are uncomfortable lately but pdoc wont prescribe anything for it.
What kind of spasms? I’ve been having weird spasms in my right arm for a long time. My elbow keeps twitching. I don’t know if it’s the meds causing this??
I get them all over, squeezing inside and outside the head, my diaphragm spasms and makes my abdominal area twitch and jerk around.
Ok, that’s strange. Have you brought this up with your doc?