Say Anything #45

It’s raining. We are headed for colder weather. I guess fall is here.

How are things in Canada?

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I’m good, got some voices but otherwise my visuals stopped. Back to “normal” I guess.

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I don’t have visuals so I don’t know how it is.

My voices though, they never stop. Hearing voices is my normal.

It’s good you are feeling better.

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Sat here working out my finances, drinking some right naff Alcohol Free Wine, no wonder it was only 8 quid lol.

My windows installation is wonky - its crashing everytime im using the Unreal Engine in games, and a clean install of the nvidia drivers aint helping, and im too thick to work it out - so i think im just gonna reset the whole thing tonight.

I think i might just be able to rinse my credit card for Dumpling for her trip to Canada, its the interest payments i been working out. The sound of her voice, when i said i might not be able to do it killed me.

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Visuals are much less distressing than voices most of the time.

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Have you tried Linux?

I’m sorry about your finances!

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Ok, if I did start seeing things I would be sh-it scared. Lol.

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Yeah it’s not so scary after a while but at first it was. When I first got SZ I didn’t realize I was even hallucinating so it was just normal to me. The worst visuals is your brain changing what you are reading to say something else.

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Ok? That sounds just annoying, I mean if one wants to read and you see other kinds of crap instead? It’s weird how this illness messes with us.

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Yeah it’s annoying. I have to read over things multiple times to make sure. Strange illness.

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Dabbled in Linux about 10 years ago, and tbh ive forgotton most of the commands, but yeah i would consider it, if i knew it supported all my games.

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What is it that you have read which was a hallucination?

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I don’t know much about Linux and which games it supports. My friend installed Linux and he plays games. So it should work, I think??

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Usually posts online, chats, or news articles. Not really had problems with reading books.

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Haha,my mom loves the Kardashians too

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ok yeah, i will look into it. Im well out of touch with technology these days lol. When anything goes wrong - i usually throw at the local computer shop lol.

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Ok. So you can read books and study if you want?

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Yep, I can do that.

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Yeah, same here. Last computer I bought was the MacBook M1. I don’t play games on it so it has been kinda straight forward.

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I used Linux for years but switched back to Windows. Linux has a lot of problems for me with my 4k display

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