So dude is having Dr appointment for social security in the morning in more nervous than he is
Y does it feel like Friday.. Oh well
Donāt scare me like that I hate fridays
Iām trying to find a platform other than Reddit. Iām too socially centrist to even speak on half the subs without being in danger of getting banned. Iāll still go there for video gaming subs but thatās it. X is a bit too far in the other direction. Would like to find something balanced.
My mom wants me to try instagram so she can send me funny videos lol. Iām thinking about it.
Sorry buddy howās your day
I was just joking with you my day is going alright sick right now howās your day
Just had more pancakes for supper hbu
I had hamburger soup
Iām trying to get my drivers liscence and just found out that i donāt have to resit the learners quiz to get my learners lisence.
Which is actually a bit of a shock, especially cause they said i am eligible to sit the actual driving test. I definately need to relearn how to drive.
And it is scary thinking of getting out and actually trying to get jobs in orchards because i can actually drive to them.
Same
once October gets here, things start to cool down. And then November comes and snow starts
not looking forward to shoveling.
Shoveling is great exercise! Maybe you can change your perception of it and look at it as if you get gains from it??? ![]()
Where did this yr go. It flew by
I did nothing this year. Lol!
Yes thatās a good point man. Im just not looking forward to the massive snow storms. The ones where I have to shovel like 5 seperate times in one day lol.
Yeah, I know what you mean. I donāt mind snow. I just donāt like icy roads. It makes it difficult to walk. Otherwise I donāt mind winter.
I bought a pair of new boots last season. I never used them. Theyāll come in handy this winter.
How are you doing overall these days? @Speedy
Well my mental health hasnāt changed much. I always seem to make progress, but havenāt noticed any progress this past year.
Iām more positive though. Which is good. Although I keep having bad days, as anyone else.
I still hear voices constantly. I ignore them but sometimes Iām wrapped up in what they say. That only happens when Iām isolating and alone.
My panic attacks worsened this year, which makes me sad when I think about it. Iāve been taking beta blockers when going to the grocery store. If I only could stop seeing that place as a threatening environment.
How about you??
My paranoia, delusions and anxiety have been better recently. I still struggle though with them though. Iām hoping if I can get down to a healthy body weight, maybe my mental health will improve at the same time too? Maybe Iāll try to hold down a job next spring/summer. Iām going to spend this upcoming fall and winter trying to get down to a healthy body weight.
Iām doing well with staying in a calorie deficit pretty much every day and I love exercising. I miss being in shape. Iām sick of being overweight. So Iām motivated.
Sleep schedule is bad. I keep going back and fourth between having a good schedule and then back to a terrible one. It drives me crazy
Thatās great!
Sounds like a great goal to have.
Same here. I keep having trouble falling asleep, then I wake up later and later.
Just watched this weekās Ted Lasso its a good uplifting show