I reached out to an older friend of mine today. They came and took my gun out of my apartment. I wasn’t even tempted to use it that way but my thoughts have been dark lately and I’m trying to do everything possible to keep myself safe while also not going to the hospital.
I wish people knew how much pain I’m in every day. How the flashbacks feel so consuming. How my body doesn’t even feel like it belongs to me.
I’m tired of this fight.
oh my, well i’m glad you gave away the gun…so sorry you’re so upset…try and meditate on happy thoughts.
Hope you’re doing ok Hanna please seek medical help
Stay strong! Hugs 
That’s a very good friend. Please reach out for extra help. You may need med adjustment to help you cope. I needed it when I was having constant flashbacks. There’s no shame in needing and asking for help
Hang in there
I am glad we don’t have accessible guns in the uk
Think you did the right thing
Praying for you
Youve got to be tough for already being through what you have. It’s a struggle for a lot of us. People are here for you if you need us.
Thank you everyone for your support. I am doing okay today, still in a bit of a dark place. Trying to keep myself safe.
I’m glad. Don’t be afraid to ask for help
Hope you’re okay @Hanna_Foxx .Seek help if you need it. Sending hugs your way.