i rejoin this discord community i help moderate and rumors spread around n i swear to god they’re plotting on me. i swear. there’s no way they aren’t. i don’t even want to ask cause my fate’s already sealed. i’m freaking out. i can’t breathe. i can’t breathe
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Hey @zytroxide . Sounds like maybe you are a little paranoid? What can a discord community really do to you that is going to effect you so dramatically in your real life? Especially if you are anonymous.
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i’m definitely losing my marbles it just. its too real. it feels too real
but i guess they can’t. affect me in real life.
i just. i can’t put to words the state it puts me in the idea of people turning on me in mass. this place i’m talking about is decently big and there’s people i like in it n i just. the idea is. i can’t put it to words i am just so scared
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I hear you. Group situations can trigger mass paranoia but remember humans do not think collectively. They have Independent minds. At the end of the day, not everyone will want ill or bad for you. Your allies are always your allies.
Try to look after your self over the next few days and maybe even minimise the discord server use
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Bro…find a way to calm yourself. You might see clearer if you aren’t so amped up
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I always get paranoid when girls talk to me I think they’re setting me up to get robbed
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dust’s kind of settled. i really, really think i need to get out of there like once and for all. they scare me.
It’s not real, I promise. Why would someone want to plot against you?
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i can’t even think of a reason why, honestly. i don’t hurt nobody like ever.
It’s probably all in your head, I sometimes feel the same way. I feel like everyone can read my mind and are humiliating me for it. I’m on a new medication and the delusions are gone. Are you on any medications?
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buspirone, abilify, lamictal and propanolol.
i’d say they’re all pretty effective on me but i’m no matter what still susceptible to psychotic thinking/thought patterns. today was a grim reminder for sure.
When did you start taking them?
Are delusions like this still common for you?
last year. i had been medicated prior (as far back as 2022) but i had to stop taking everything bcs of unemployment back in 2024.
i still have the delusions all the time but i just. kinda acknowledge them as such and they don’t overwhelm me. they still are ever-present, though. inescapable.
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With the right medication they can completely (well, almost) go away. I’m on Vraylar after being on Clozapine and it works incredibly well. Maybe talk to your doctor. Be honest with him/her and they will see if there are better options out there.
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What you can hear, they can’t. Forgive what you hear and it will not feel so terrible. Let go as if the voices were drifting down a stream away from you. If they are real then they will not be heaven bound like you. Fear not
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suspicions were kind of confirmed cause they’re indeed spreading rumors. i was right. genuinely, i was right. is anyone online? i really need company right now
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sorry you seem paranoid…best to tell the pdoc these things…I am here if you want to talk.
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i’m setting stuff up with my therapist as of earlier today, gonna try to see her sometime like soon if i can afford it.
and, yeah i know how i sound fully at this point but there’s like screenshots of me being talked about and i think quite a few people have been removing me from their friends lists. regarding there, it’s over, but. good riddance, really.
still sounds paranoid…glad you’re getting away from it since it triggers you…hope you feel better soon.
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sorry to hear that nuke
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