# Waiting outside for death **URL:** \ **Category:** Unusual Beliefs\ **Created:** [January 11, 2026, 7:46pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545 "2026-01-11T19:46:02Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![roxanna](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/roxanna/32/16558_2.png) [@roxanna](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/roxanna)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 7:46pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/1 "2026-01-11T19:46:02Z")
Doing it tnite too. 1514141215 ---
**Author:** ![Mars](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/mars/32/4869_2.png) [@Mars](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Mars)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 7:46pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/2 "2026-01-11T19:46:45Z")
You’ll be fine it’s just delusions. ---
**Author:** ![POET](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/poet/32/485_2.png) [@POET](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/POET)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 7:48pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/3 "2026-01-11T19:48:13Z")
you doing ok rox? ---
**Author:** ![roxanna](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/roxanna/32/16558_2.png) [@roxanna](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/roxanna)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 8:30pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/4 "2026-01-11T20:30:10Z")
I’m drinking caffeine and I’m not supposed to. I’ll be outside tonight waiting. I. Tired of iy. Psychosis. I thoughtni could come home but I was wrong ---
**Author:** ![anon68822644](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/53a042/32.png) [@anon68822644](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon68822644)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 8:39pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/5 "2026-01-11T20:39:06Z")
Hey,can you do reality check @roxanna ? If you want I’ll be here with you… as friend. ---
**Author:** ![roxanna](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/roxanna/32/16558_2.png) [@roxanna](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/roxanna)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 8:52pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/6 "2026-01-11T20:52:27Z")
I’ve started doing that when home from ward. I don’t have a t friends . Yeah. I don’t know what to do ---
**Author:** ![FreeLunch](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/freelunch/32/1001_2.png) [@FreeLunch](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/FreeLunch)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 8:53pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/7 "2026-01-11T20:53:30Z")
Try listening to some music. Is that possible or do you hear things in the music? ---
**Author:** ![FreeLunch](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/freelunch/32/1001_2.png) [@FreeLunch](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/FreeLunch)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 8:59pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/8 "2026-01-11T20:59:03Z")
https://open.spotify.com/embed/track/5gT1L2dgsaKT7O6hgEiM3y?si=DVH4zFa3TIyMvGDy7wDVJw&utm_source=oembed ---
**Author:** ![see121](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/7cd45c/32.png) [@see121](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/see121)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 9:01pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/9 "2026-01-11T21:01:41Z")
I hope you feel alright. Maybe you can chat with Crisis line or try to relax, calm down. Drink something warm and comforting. Listen to some music and write here.❤ ---
**Author:** ![anon68822644](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/53a042/32.png) [@anon68822644](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon68822644)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 9:02pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/10 "2026-01-11T21:02:17Z")
Look how much people on here are worried about you… We all like you ---
**Author:** ![roxanna](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/roxanna/32/16558_2.png) [@roxanna](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/roxanna)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 9:36pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/11 "2026-01-11T21:36:54Z")
Aww thank yall. A therapist printed out sine coping skills. Ohnyeqh I’ve been listening with my headphones. Sza does somecweird things. I feel more closer to yall because you know it. Everyone needs a break from ■■■■. Hugs ---
**Author:** ![anon68822644](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/53a042/32.png) [@anon68822644](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon68822644)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 9:40pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/12 "2026-01-11T21:40:08Z")
Hugs @roxanna 💝 ---
**Author:** ![Yarn](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/yarn/32/15154_2.png) [@Yarn](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Yarn)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 10:29pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/13 "2026-01-11T22:29:11Z")
Hugs @roxanna I hope you feel better. Lots of people care about you including me. Stay safe and take it easy. If you’re in danger of harming yourself please call the hospital. Did you get any new meds when you were in the ward to help? ---
**Author:** ![roxanna](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/roxanna/32/16558_2.png) [@roxanna](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/roxanna)\ **Post date:** [January 11, 2026, 10:32pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/14 "2026-01-11T22:32:39Z")
Vistaril. Gonna take a nap. ---
**Author:** ![Devra](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/da6949/32.png) [@Devra](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/Devra)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2026, 2:03am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/15 "2026-01-12T02:03:23Z")
I would just do whatever you want, and try to ignore any negative comments or paranoia you have about neighbors. I mean, try to concentrate on making yourself happy. ---
**Author:** ![roxanna](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/roxanna/32/16558_2.png) [@roxanna](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/roxanna)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2026, 6:27am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/16 "2026-01-12T06:27:18Z")
A guy just went past my door yelling i thought we were supposed to shoot her in the head. Here we go again ---
**Author:** ![FreeLunch](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/freelunch/32/1001_2.png) [@FreeLunch](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/FreeLunch)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2026, 6:40am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/18 "2026-01-12T06:40:36Z")
Time for more music. Put those headphones on. Listen to something deep ---
**Author:** ![POET](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/poet/32/485_2.png) [@POET](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/POET)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2026, 8:13am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/19 "2026-01-12T08:13:14Z")
hugs rox! 43563456 ---
**Author:** ![anon68822644](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/53a042/32.png) [@anon68822644](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon68822644)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2026, 2:09pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/20 "2026-01-12T14:09:00Z")
Hey @roxanna , how are you today? ---
**Author:** ![sweetpotatopie](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/sweetpotatopie/32/8234_2.png) [@sweetpotatopie](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/sweetpotatopie)\ **Post date:** [January 12, 2026, 2:30pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545/21 "2026-01-12T14:30:07Z")
Hey @roxanna keep strong. Fighting your mind is hard, but you have a strong spirit. Don’t give up. [Next page](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/waiting-outside-for-death/1545.md?page=2)