# What I've been doing these last few couple of years lol just trying to feel my way around **URL:** \ **Category:** Lounge\ **Created:** [January 18, 2026, 12:51am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837 "2026-01-18T00:51:09Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 8\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![anon91889455](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/85f322/32.png) [@anon91889455](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon91889455)\ **Post date:** [January 18, 2026, 12:51am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/1 "2026-01-18T00:51:09Z")
[![](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/uploads/schizophreniasupport/original/2X/a/a045ddeb928e4ead7314bdfaf755d9f15d47e8fa.jpeg "A woman in maintenance (my journey) in no particular order") ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTzwM00Q-9E) [![](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/uploads/schizophreniasupport/original/2X/e/eee669f9894932325bab7177b2a47318650bad4a.jpeg "What I've been doing these last few weeks") ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aKaH3QymYQ0) ---
**Author:** ![77nick77](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/77nick77/32/147_2.png) [@77nick77](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/77nick77)\ **Post date:** [January 18, 2026, 1:04am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/2 "2026-01-18T01:04:47Z")
Interesting. ---
**Author:** ![anon91889455](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/85f322/32.png) [@anon91889455](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon91889455)\ **Post date:** [January 18, 2026, 1:07am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/3 "2026-01-18T01:07:38Z")
It does seem interesting but most of the time I’m bored. You know how when you’re in it you’re bored and freaking out but when you get out of it you’re like “ oh wow so I kind of knew what I was doing all along” Google AI has made it easier since I’m not doing just plumbing. YouTube was a life saver too since no one wanted to train me in the other things. ---
**Author:** ![77nick77](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/77nick77/32/147_2.png) [@77nick77](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/77nick77)\ **Post date:** [January 18, 2026, 1:13am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/4 "2026-01-18T01:13:17Z")
> [@anon91889455](#): > > “ oh wow so I kind of knew what I was doing all along” Or “Wow, I really did that! I’m impressed with myself!” ---
**Author:** ![anon91889455](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/85f322/32.png) [@anon91889455](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon91889455)\ **Post date:** [January 18, 2026, 1:18am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/5 "2026-01-18T01:18:34Z")
Yeah. I always like to document because it helps me build resilience. So then I can look back on it and see that maybe my “delusion”? Perfectionism? I don’t know which one it is right now. Maybe that is just me setting really high expectations of myself. Which I’m bad at doing. because I thought I was doing bad and quit every single one of those jobs. ---
**Author:** ![shutterbug](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/shutterbug/32/900_2.png) [@shutterbug](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/shutterbug)\ **Post date:** [January 18, 2026, 2:22am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/6 "2026-01-18T02:22:37Z")
Well done! You have a new subscriber. 😊 ---
**Author:** ![anon91889455](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/85f322/32.png) [@anon91889455](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/anon91889455)\ **Post date:** [January 18, 2026, 2:34am UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/7 "2026-01-18T02:34:14Z")
Cool, Thanks! ---
**Author:** ![SzSupportAdmin](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex012/user_avatar/schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/szsupportadmin/32/334_2.png) [@SzSupportAdmin](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/u/SzSupportAdmin)\ **Post date:** [January 31, 2026, 5:08pm UTC](https://schizophreniasupport.discourse.group/t/what-ive-been-doing-these-last-few-couple-of-years-lol-just-trying-to-feel-my-way-around/1837/8 "2026-01-31T17:08:32Z")