You did the right thing. Good job and good luck
I also told him: I already made a YouTube video and a blog about my obsession.
He replied that I should take one anti anxiety and one antipsychotic pill now. I will try that
So he thinks itâs psychosis
Just because I am mentally ill, doesnât mean that anything I say or do is abnormal. Just saying.
Today I had 3 small tattoos.
2 of them are about cuba.
I have over 40 tattoos now
Yesterday the additional pills made me obsess less but today I have the same thoughts.
The first tattoo says âGranma 82â
and the other âsierra maestraâ
The glory I feel is a grandiose delusion?
«¥Aquà no se rinde nadie!»
Here nobody surrenders!
-Juan Almeida Bosque
It seems like a delusional obsession to me.
You have to fight it.
Good luck.
It may sound bizarre but I believe it
Some say that schizophrenics have fake memories or impaired memory.
I feel it like a past life memory.
Maybe I made it up just now.
But itâs very convincing
Seems like a harmless delusion if it is one. Viva la revolution
Harmless, yes.
Yeah I mean as long as it doesnât cause you distress.
Sometimes it causes distress cos I canât think of anything else
Oh okay. Sorry it is distressing to you.
But most of the time itâs a beautiful feeling
Yeah Iâve been lost in fantasies before, especially when ill where you get grandiose fantasies. You canât think of anything else which while it is nice you end up neglecting reality which can cause problems. Iâm a day dreamer. I think they call it malignant day dreaming.
I know the feeling, yes