Had to cut my book in half when I wrote it

during the last six months of the year that I had been delusional in my book I stopped it and skipped the pornographic and wildly violent things that I believed were happening…no way I could share all that with the readers.

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Without going into graphic detail… what kinds of things?

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things sexual like I believed the prostitutes (all women above 18). were gifted by the great Harlot and could make a man’s balls as big as a watermelon so he could gush a lot…you get the picture…lots of exagerrated sexual stuff…tons of violence involving the devil’s advocate with a chef knife.

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That would have been a big interest to psychoanalysis at one time, now those types of things are just seen as direct symptoms of neurochemical imbalance and not about symbols in the psyche representing traumas or conflicts with parents etc. Whatever they thought it was. It’s all just noise now categorized as odd thoughts, or delusions or whatever indicating psychosis requiring medicine.

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i’m hoping the professor that has always bought my book each month since it’s been self published gets the book used as a textbook for psychosis with psychiatric students.