Help a brotha out?

Unusual Beliefs
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U r who u r not who u were

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I know its hard cos schizophrenia sounds very real.

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Yea.. it feels really but its not reality… I need to get back into meditation and being more mindful. Ontop of trying to change other stuff ive been being a little nicer to myself and to other people in my head. It feels better to not always be so negative towards yourself lol

Anyway…thank you for the kindness zoe. I appreciate it even if its hard to accept. Without saying too much my ocd attacks people when I think they are genuinely kind to me. Ive grown this perception that people who are unkind to me are the smart ones and are the true peoole but im starting to challenge the idea that people who are cruel to peoole who’ve done wrong are more intelligent or better people than the ones who are understanding and forgiving… Its part of why im so judgmental lol

Anyways.im rambling.. thanks for the support zoe

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You’re a better person than Trump but that’s a pretty low bar.

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Well thank you sir… I will take what I can get. Hope gestapo doesn’t show up tonight :face_without_mouth:

Also… Im wondering if the judging peooles worth thing works for me… im realizing we all make mistakes and need to pay for them but judging myself might be the problem

The teacher I follow says comparisons always lead to feeling some type of suffering. Like trying to judge my ultimate worth only leaves me afraid and inadequate

I judge all the time but im saying maybe just chill out on thinking about my value lol

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i am not actually religious but sometimes i like to read a quote or two

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Same…I follow a monkey thats basically spiritual but secular. He doesn’t belive in God’s and dogma just a practice for seeing things clearly and peace and to handle suffering

the world felt unreal this last meditaion :neutral_face:

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Every person has the ability to do good or bad. Mostly it’s a choice, sometimes though it’s despair.

But can’t give up just because we aren’t on top of everything all the time.

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yes, I would have to agree with you on that statement that people treat things they find different badly don’t know about the threatening part though never been threatened myself, but I do get the sideways looks from people and looks of disgust just by existing and being me a lot of people I can tell hate me and a few may like me but not very many I can read people sometimes Like a book and tell whether they hate me or not at times. But it’s not going to stop me from doing what I love to do and wearing what I like and not fitting into societies mold on what I should look like and act I am not here on this earth to impress others when you do that you lose yourself and sometimes you don’t get it back.

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I know what u mean and its wonderful you still live your life for you. I hope it only gets better for you :slightly_smiling_face:

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Thanks @tarnishedLotus

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For what its worth. I know what its like to be strange or diffrent too. Its been that way most of my life. Im realizing that no matter what happens outside i have to try to be kind to others and myself.

Shi ts hard as hell lol

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I feel the same way. I think everyone treats each other nicely except me.

It’s all in our heads. I promise.

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If a woman really likes you she ignores you. If a woman really likes you she gives you attention. And that’s all I know about women.

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It feels pretty real but yea probably just noise.

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Lol omg that is kind of true.

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Zoe ..you know ladies are :peanuts::peanuts:

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Peanuts yes to make yummy peanut butter :sweat_smile:

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Welp…thats true :face_savoring_food:

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And men are bananas…:rofl:

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