I didnt realize it was a delusion until just now. I always feel like people favor others and it occupies my brain. I find reasons to believe people treat others better and like others way more than me. Like a huge inferiority complex. It leads me to believe im nothing and everyone hates me and wants me dead during episodes. I think its because my mom always favored my brother and it was obvious. Its even more obvious as an adult.
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I often feel like people don’t like me too
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I have a similar feeling, but then again, could be the mental health stigma doing it’s thing.
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I think a person wants my soul, but it doesn’t make any sense or they must be desperate.
I feel the same way I’m not trying to get religious just saying
that sounds like it could just be depression. i was bipolar for 15 years before getting sz and my thought process was exactly like that except for my brief periods of mania.
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I know what you mean how it can be delusional level perception, but at the same time people really do cold shoulder some people and warmly embrace others.
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I feel the same way. I have a few friends I talk to everyday. When I see them in person we don’t talk nearly as much as on the phone. Makes me wonder.
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