I am wondering why suddenly I’m feeling really ill. There is a person inside me trying to hurt me and work against me. I had people jump inside my body and try to touch me. When I was traveling for 2 weeks in Seoul I felt psychicly attacked every time I went outside. Now, I feel that my mind and thoughts are being affected by someone. I don’t know for what reason 
. Sometimes my imagination says maybe it’s a woman that thinks I hurt their loved one, but I don’t think I did.
When I feel delusional and ill, I try to prep myself with morning meds, and calming, positive thoughts and looking well so that I won’t have such a severe episode.
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I know they help a little and thats supposed to be proof of the medical model but these meds really dont do anywhere near as much as they should. I want better meds.
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I think sometimes somethings running experiments on us. Some kinda ai or something. Or slowly enslaving humans. I dont know. Ive never tried abilify or geodon. Im curious to try.
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Yes, try. It might help. My morning meds help a little.
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My meds stop me from talking to myself but now it’s all just going on in my head. Same stuff
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