I’ve got two people coming to see me tomorrow. My nurse and support worker. I’m supposed to have my depot.
I will be weighing everything up tomorrow when they come. And if I’m not happy I won’t be having it. Which means they will have to change me to pills.
Don’t leave it too late to get an antipsychotic. I suggest taking the depot tomorrow and then deciding about pills at your leisure.
When I got out of the psych ward in early 2025 ish they said my meds would be ready getting out of the hospital and it took a week or two before I got them. I was trippin balls grocery shopping thinking everyone was inserting thoughts into my head. I survived but it sucked.
Do you ever think ppl are reading your thoughts. This is how I feel.
Oh yeah. Just the other day I was going through a problem and everywhere I went I swore people were talking about my problem. You know once I started seeing things blink out of existence and seeing reality change in front of me weirded me out about reality. Then early last year I saw dead relatives shopping at the grocery store. I saw kendall jenner working at McDonald’s and kid rock and prince was there. When I went to the psych ward all of the patients were my family and friends and my mom. I no longer trust my mind. Now that I’m on geodon I have mild symptoms just voices sparingly and trouble telling what’s real. I was really out of it till mid 2025.
Thanks for sharing
Yeah, you guys all tell me I’m crazy and delusional.
If you thought you saw Kid Rock working there go someplace else, that guy is trouble.
You should probably try to taper off your shot no? I’m worried if you don’t get your shot soon you will have bad withdrawal
Don’t go eight days without a med. You’ll go nuts. I learned the hard way. But i hope everything goes well for you.
Were on depot because of non compliance with meds, it sucks but need the meds i wouldnt kick up a fuss if it were me
I thought you had children, what happens if you lose it? what happens to them? just saying.
I have to agree with @Daydreamer a bit here, you have to be careful as a schizophrenic. Not that I think you would do anything to your children, but if you are their sole caretaker currently and you have an episode, you might risk having someone coming in and try to mess with their custody. Which I’m sure you dont want happening.
Please try to be sure to stay medicated soon one way or another.
Nurse just phoned. She will be here in 30 minutes. My support worker is off sick so she asked if she could bring someone else.
Don’t know why she wants to bring someone else. I think they think I’m gonna kick off. Which makes me wonder what they are planning. Cos why would I kick off.
Had my depot
Probably for the best.
Got to pick my son up from nursery soon.
Glad to hear you got your depot. No pun intended, but what a pain in the arse… your care is meant to be the middle beginning and end in your care. Did you suggest pills?
Ty @Banjo I suggested pills. But they won’t let me change.
Not happy I’ve had my depot today. Went a week without it and was absaloutly fine. Feel like at this point in my life it’s not needed. I’m not like I was when I was in my 20’s