I dont wanna wake up tomor but I prob will. I just cant stand my sister I hate her guts..my dad is like dr Phil praises the ground my brother walks on and everytime im around him he lectures me non stop so I am always on auto pilot around him.. in one ear out the other. My brother lives not even a hour away and his kid is almost 14 and I seen that kid maybe 4 times. His daughter is like 9 and i seen her 1 time..Im surprised im still alive.. I cant stand anybody in my family I hate them all.. any advice how to write them off?
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I ain’t no dr but alot of my family have mental problems im the only one who got help.. I had no choice tho the homeless shelter isent fun.. just lounged in the psych ward got diagnosed and some income.. im writing them all off. Dont want anything to do with them
Time and space might be good. Dysfunctional families lots of them out there. My buddies mom always tries to get money out of him. She never cooked for him as a kid and always put her boyfriends first. For Christmas she bought him a bar of soap. She told him she lost it. So yeah they’re out there.
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My cousins change there boyfriends like they chang3 there panties..they got raped as kids tho so.. oh and there mother was like my mother broke couldn’t get any extra foodbank food was drunk with welfare money.. i hate my life i wish I had a gun I would quit my meds and well ya thinknya know the rest.. I always hated my life and always tell my dad like I wish u never got my mom pregnant
I didn’t go to my grandma’s funeral and it felt awesome cause all those people that I unfortunately call family is upset at me.. good they got a good smack in face lol.. my grandma was like emin3ms mom
I can’t stand my sister-in-law, but she is in the family unfortunately I am glad I don’t have to be around her very often we don’t visit my brother and his family to visit with her we go to see my brother and maybe my niece and that’s it she just happens to be there on her phone texting it seems she has to force herself to be around us or even talk to us fine with me and she never responds to any of my mom’s calls or texts So I think she feels the same about us as we do her. That’s the only one I can’t stand that’s married to my brother everyone else in the family I am cool with my aunt sometimes gets on my nerves but she is the only one on my dad’s side of the family who tries to get to know me and meets with me every so often we meet for Lunch May 6th .I don’t like too many people but if I like you and you’re in my circle how tiny it maybe you’re pretty special then. A lot of people in my eyes and mind are evil and heartless and to judgy and dont like me becuase I exist and that’s the only reason I am hated by many and loved by few I am not everyone’s cup of tea. And there is nothing special about me too like I blend in and don’t stand out people don’t notice me and I am ok with that used to being ignored and all life does suck and is unfair to those of us who have schizophrenia and mental illness of all kinds. But life also goes on you can let the disease control you or you can live with it and roll with the punches what comes comes and what is to be is to be if that makes sense. Sorry for one big paragraph never been good at punctuation I checked out when they taught me that.
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That sucks. My dad’s side of the family sometimes they invite me for holidays sometimes they don’t. My aunt dose thanksgiving. Now that my cousin has 3 kids and a husband and they both have good jobs she doesn’t want a schizophrenic like me messing up her perfect family. I just hang out more with my mom’s side of the family. My mom has OCD and my dad was schizophrenic so my mom’s very understanding.
My siblings are like your sister in law.. when im around them there’s a big elephant in the room
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Ya its sad i have a sz cousin. My family just dont understand wut we going thru.. but neither do these nurses and psychiatrists do either. I hate dealing with them
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Hope you feel better soon.
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The chicken or the egg.