I have a lot of voices. That talk to each other. Mainly women and children. Some men. They shout things to me. “He’s sick”, “he’s mentally ill” and such things. They gossip and say, “ he’s weak”, “ he’ll kill himself soon”. I hear children’s laughter. They range from all ages. Now they say I’m disturbed.
When they discuss about me,
Louisa says nasty things
whereas Isidore defends me.
Nobody defends me. They all want bad things.
Stupid voices.
Don’t you have any positive stuff?
Mine are usually random, meaningless things
No, nothing. They all want to ruin me.
How about you?
I have both good and bad.
Do you have voices everyday?
Yes, everyday. Constantly.
Now they said:
“You can see there is something wrong with him”, “he’s psychotic haha”!
These days I have them all day.
They get disorganized when I’m trying to hear tv
I can watch TV. But when commercials come on. I can hear voices through the TV.
“He cries” they said. Which I don’t do. Very annoying.
Tv says what i think.
It’s very bizarre
I can feel my cracked brain. It’s broken.
Do you have the same when you listen to music?
Music helps but today I was hearing voices even with the headphones.
Ok, sometimes I think they are planning things when I don’t hear them. Which is stupid, they are only a hallucinations.
What headphones do you have?
I don’t know much about them.
They’re Sony and they dont have hire
They have Bluetooth.
Do you also have any?
Yes, I have Bose qc35. I have had them for 5-6 years now. They are Bluetooth. They still work which is good. They are noise cancelling headphones.
19:48 here. Time to sleep.
It’s early but I need it.
Goodnight Mr speedy
Good night!