hey man hows it going? bored here too, just finished ordering groceries… should be here soon. watching some kitboga on youtube
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its quite interesting actually how language changes over time. Historians tend to compartmentalize history but in reality it changes slowly over 100’s of years. I saw a video of people who still speak a language similar to old english. ill see if i can find it
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hey man, yeah, yk; same old, same old. I should try lying down but i just know that the arm akithisia will hit and I’ll get angry lol 
Kitboga is a comedy channel I’m guessing. I clicked the video and paused as soon as I saw th 54 minutes lol 
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oh true lol hes a scambaiter, he calls scam callers and acts like a confused old lady loool its too funny
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lol idk if it’s autism but i find humour really hard to relate to, telling a joke and me understanding the false logic is okay but relating to people having fun is really foreign for me. I wish I wasn’t so retarded lol
Edit @POET you look after yourself really well, as far as i know. Do you consume sugar stuff much at all?
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thanks man, well yea i do consume a decent amount. trying to cut back but yea ofcourse i do. i have a lot of energy drinks here and there
Youre a great guy man, i know autism is difficult but you should be proud of it. Honestly i think i have aspergers (level 1 autism) as well. I think besides the difficulty of it, autistics are a great gift to the world
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you do well to look after yourself man, it is inspiring imo. thank you for it.
and thank you, thats really kind of you. yeah, i often think of greta thurnberg when I think of autism and that inspires for real
Edit: get an autism assessment, they might help you
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thanks man yea, i should but they take 1-2 years to get an appointment here. to do it privately it costs like 2000$ … also ive had people abuse me because of my mental health status so i want to avoid getting any more diagnoses… was kept in hospital etc for months, so i dont deal with doctors any more…i just get my meds and avoid them otherwise
thanks for the complement tho, idk i try to take care of myself but im far from perfect… i gained a decent amount of weight im trying to lose again. music production makes one quite sedentary so im taking a break from making music atleast for a few months until i get my weight back down.
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shi’ that’s not cool at all, i can appreciate how that could happen. sorry man, I get you too, about the medical side of things. It’s easier to avoid dealing with the kerfuffle. sorry man
i see. Yeah, I’m only able to focus on one thing at once too, it could be an autism thing. Hyper interest as the ADHD’ers like to call it
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all goodman, the thing is also its not really like i need meds for autism or anything… if i did maybe i would. but yea i know autism somtimes comes with adhd which i think i might have as well, which does have meds, so i think about getting a diagnosis a lot but… yea takes 1-2 years or 2000$ so … gotta make an appointment quite a ways in advance
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yeah it’s not a simple process, $2000 isn’t a pleasant stress to deal with either. I don’t blame you putting it off
btw, do you find gym helps with impulsivity; i’ve noticed a huge increase in self control since i’ve hit exercise. it’s super helpful in that regard. I’m so surprised by it - remarkable
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im not sure man, i think it does to an extent because it helps keeps your energy levels solid, but i think thats perhaps more of a consumption thing. I think using substances like sugar, caffiene, cigarrettes etc which cause a rush of dopamine cause impusivity… exercise can help to moderate the effects of those things by metabolizing them more quickly than they otherwise would be… so it does help, but impusivity i think is ultimately more an issue of controlling what one intakes in the first place i.e. using caffiene etc only in moderation.
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New avatar, Milton Friedman ! (monetary economist)
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Tempted to do hoover/vacuum but also feeling like I shouldn’t because it’s noisy!
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Hey hows the crew doing today?
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Is anyone else having connection issues with the website? It keeps timing out or loading slowly for me.
Edit. Was reading about 2008 financial crisis. Just realised what went wrong during the securitization process and why people blame banks for causing the economy to fail. I’m surprised nobody was jailed. As far as I know. They have very good lawyers in their side is all I can think
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Nice that’s interesting. Thank you.
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Took a prn clonzepam and zyprexa. Slept most of the day voices going crazy.
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I’m sorry man
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