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Yeah, I shouldnāt be complaining. I live pretty carefree, with a safety net and great support system. Iām lucky. It just weighs on my mind sometimes 
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Yeah I get it. I think itās societyās expectations honestly. Weāve been conditioned to believe that we have to be at work to be worth anything or that we have to struggle to live easy. Furthest from the truth.
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Going to sleep
To cook, youāre gonna have to be able to read a recipe as long as you can read you should be able to cook. Some are harder than others though.
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You are correct language evolves and changes overtime. The young people are saying āfireā now. In my day, we would say āawesomeā. When I was in middle school, I think we used the word āRADā
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My dad practices effrontery.
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Yo baby computer to brain interfaces may actually be the solution to schizophrenia so we might have a solution on the horizon Iām filled with hope
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Just got home, tried to apply to that restaurant I mentioned was hiring but it turned out they only needed cooks now. So I was too late.
I felt really low, ended up at my parents and then discussion of whoās doing what started and I felt crappy bc i was talking about how peers of mine ended up in places like the ministry of defence, cambridge or berenberg bank and iām the only one who ended up stuck
You canāt compare yourself to others
I went to a very competitive private high School k through 12 actually and all the kids I went to school with are wealthy and working now functional adults with families and success.
Honestly it doesnāt get me down. I donāt compare myself to them because they havenāt endured what Iāve endured.
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I compare myself because the meds control the auditory and visual hallucinations for me; I can do better with myself is the way I feel. but I get you; comparison is the thief of joy
edit: people like Elyn Saks are the reason I even try
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nearly time 2 close d shutters and sleep
its 22.18
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Iāve got an ashtray. Itās a bowl Iāll never use again lol
Ethiopian food tonight with family.
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Itās cold today, this evening I mean. Silly old British isles
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Taken the mirtazapine really late, so iām expecting like three to four hours of wakefulness before I knockout. dunno how to spend the time; i was gonna read through/study a macroeconomics textbook i started a few days ago but not feeling it.
forum seems quite quiet too
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