A lot of life is survival. When we go beyond survival we either find more meaning, do more work, make more money, form more relationships. Some people value these things more than self preservation. If you survive you still have hope to do these things. Surviving is a kind of goal in itself. If a lot of life is social constructs, made up philosophies. Then these things that go beyond survival are essentially meaningless but we give them value. Try to have a good day today. Look at things you do that you enjoy as purposeful toward your happiness. Happiness is a good goal to have in life. Good things
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im finding opening a book is a quick way for me to silence my mind. randomly laid down and realized walden was right in front of my face next to my bed so read a few pages and as soon as i start reading i cant think as much while still trying to retain the info.
happiness is interesting goal to me, ive had moments where i feel happy, but its shortlived, and my idea of what would bring me consistent happiness is not quite obtainable, and possibly only the thought of it makes me think itd bring happiness, i dont think theres really anything i would or could do that would bring lasting happiness, but if there was i prob still wouldnt do it due to being so defeated that any amount of effort required is too much
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Hey Kiddos!
I finally made my turkey chili and it turned out FIRE. I used a different seasoning this time. I had a pretty big bowl a little while ago and Iām stuffed. I forgot how much turkey based foods can fill you up, and make you tired haha!
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Iām going to a Battle bar in a few days, so, hoping i dont get too tired
going with a few friends
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Donāt be so hard on yourself man. I kind of do the same thing, reflecting on the my past and feeling like the dumbest person around. I always forget to be kind to myself.
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Were you naughty or nice this year? cause santa is on d way
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Presents and money on d way
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Hey @TheCanuk how are you doing?
Iām just having my second coffee listening to a jazz musician mentioned in one of Murakamiās stories..
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Hey yāall, I had a good day at work.
One annoying thing today is that the tracking info on the record I bought off eBay hasnāt been updated since yesterday, and it was supposed to be delivered via US Mail today. It shows expected delivery by 9 pm today, but the mail comes in the early afternoon. I mean, mail carriers never deliver that late, anyway. Iām just annoyed because Iām really looking forward to receiving it.
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Hey. Iām feeling stressed and annoyed that I havenāt been able to exercise recently due to being sick. Todayās is day 5 and Iām still under the weather. Though thereās been improvements every day. Iām not coughing as much today but my nose is runny and stuffed. Iām also sneezing a ton. Iām considering doing an Uber eats Walmart order so I can get some OTC flu/cold medicine.
How are you?
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Aww, that sucks that youre still sick. You should def get some cold medicine.
I am good thanks
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My puters starting to break down, need a new one 
Running on 4 hours asleep really crabby and have a terrible headache
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sorry to hear that, hope you feel better soon
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@Daydreamer thanks 
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Well, itās just past 6pm.
I still got to finish up the gingerbread men cookies and finish the buckeyes 
Ugh. Wish we didnāt get started so late today.
Tomorrow we deliver the goodie bags/boxes to everyone.
We also might go out for Indian food if weāre feeling up for it after delivering everything.
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sounds nice, i wish i could try one 
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I love buckeyes. How are you feeling, @WONDERER?
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Ugh, Iām so annoyed right now.
I sent a text to my female friend about a concert coming up in April. I told her Iāll buy two tickets next time I get paid, if she will be down to go. She responded by saying she would be down to go if she can snag an extra ticket for her bf.
I take her to concerts a few times a year, known her a long time, and sheās never pulled this shit with me. Iām not that social, donāt want a third wheel there with us, which is what he would be to me. Iād rather go alone. Iām kinda pissed that she basically invited her bf along.
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I love buckeyes too!
Iāve never made them before though.
Iām doing pretty good. My feet and ankles hurt from standing so much today I assume.
How are you this evening??
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