Scum appreciation club- GRINDCORE

My depression is stronger than meds.

I must talk with my psychiatrist.

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Hi Om!

Depression sucks!

I just had a strong cup of coffee.

I hope you feel better soon!

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Hey speedy.

I’ve had 3 so far.

How are you feeling now?

Cracked brain?

I have running commentary.

I’m listening to music

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I’m ok. Not much going on here.

Yes, cracked brain as usual.

I have voices. They speak to each other. They say I’m mentally ill.

That’s good! Music helps me a lot.

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These days I have homicidal thoughts.

I don’t know why.

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I’m sorry Om. But they are just thoughts.

We have an illness. It’s not our fault if we wander to dark places in our minds.

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Yes. It’s not my fault.

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I can’t get enough of Napalm Death.

I’m listening all day.

Either Scum or From Enslavement To Obliteration.

In the past I was taking 75mg effexor.

Later 150mg.

Now 300mg.

Still depression

Good morning guys!

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Good morning Om. I’m listening to some Husker Du atm.

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Hey. Nice. Where do you listen to them? Cd? Vinyl? Spotify?

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Oh I listen to a lot of my punk stuff on YT mostly. Now and then I’ll bust out a CD or vinyl though and listen to that. I’m kind of listening to a lot of different stuff tonight. Now I’m listening to a pop punk band called The Parasites.

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It’s been 6 days since my order on Discogs.

The seller had said that he sends in 2-4 days

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That’s a bummer. I hope you get your goodies soon.

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I asked pdoc.

He said I should take a bit of benzo too

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Just please be careful with the benzos. Never mix them with alcohol. Here in the US it’s getting harder to get them because of addiction issues and the opioid epidemic.

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Ok. Here you can’t just take them in pharmacy. You need prescription.

I am very careful. I almost never take them.

I have them for emergency situations.

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I have treatment resistant schizo

and depression. Wtf? Am I cursed?