i just made a bucket list. there are some things that would be fun. But i’d have to get a drivers lisence and save lotsa money for, like snowboarding and goig for a hike alone and staying in a cabin.
there are also some things that i could maybe try at home, like screen printing (learnt it at art school) or making my own music (never really tried that)
All I know, is that I’m sick of spending 1k for a week with my mother in my hometown and then returning to the same boredom trap.
I need some fun.
regularly.
What do you guys do for fun? and what do you dream of doing?
I have visiting Washington DC and seeing the tourist sites of the White House, Capitol Hill and the DC Memorial as a few items to check-off on my bucket list.
Japan has been somewhat westernized so shaking hands would replace the, “slow bowing of your top torso including the head” to greet a stranger or someone you just met.
Read these philosophy books in my library. I have over a hundred and some philosophy books. I have 50 books that I want to read. I’m at a point where all ideas in philosophy dissatisfy me. I really could care less. I’ve read so many ideas. You get to a point where you over intellectualize everything and everything feels empty. These ideas feel empty like a college professor teaches this so someone can self aggrandize to someone like a circus performer. It all feels so vapid. When I was younger I probably read a few hundred philosophy books, a lot of classics. You do grow from wrestling even with a terrible philosophy book it tests your mental faculties.
Oh yeah, i’m kind of the same, except with self help books, i have over 100 of them.They seem useless now. I used to enjoy Nietzche when i considered myself spiritual ( a long time ago)
I want to visit many countries,crochet,sew well,have only beautiful clothes that I enjoy wearing,I want to be less on internet,I want to be B2 in Spanish, would be glad to talk English like a native,it interests me to try doing music,I want to play saxophone,I want to have my abs back,I think about singing in the subway in Paris (saw that in a psychology book,a psychiatrist said it’s an exercise to reduce the shame),I need to buy a new laptop, I’m interested to do skydiving,bungee jumping,I want to have VR glasses, I want to be able to do my own bread and pastries, I think about planting things, I want to move out in French Caribbean, I want to have a body similar to FKA Twigs, I want to learn how to do pretty haircuts(every time I want to wear loose my hair it’s messy),why not learn how to draw,I want to become more serene,I want to have a beautiful bedroom (a sparkly door, painting of flowers and birds on the wall)
I look up the word ‘bucket list’, oh it is not shopping list, but one’s goal.
I dream of becoming a security researcher (or ethical hacker) one day, but since AI is getting more and more powerful, it will replace the job of security researcher in finding software vulnerabilities, so now I am not putting much hope onto it anymore.
I don’ t really have much on the bucket list. I guess in a way I had a few things on there like getting a degree, the standard married with kids, and owning my own home. Writing a book, as has been mentioned, is kind of on everyone’s bucket list, but it’s not really something I particularly care about. Schizophrenia has basically reduced my bucket list to a very unmotivated, reduced version. In the near future I would like to start cycling again, and continue running through the winter and do xcountry and trail running here in the spring and summer next year.