All the crazy delusions lately TRIGGER WARNING

I am God

I am Eve reincarnated many times.

I am going to hell for eternity

Ppl talking their unconscious thoughts to me out on the street. They are telepathic too.

Very horrid other ones that I cannot even bring myself to say.

I am slowly recovering but it has not all passed just yet.

I hate my life.

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Hang in there @Zoe

Sounds like maybe you’ll need a minor med adjustment.

Talk with your pdoc

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I am so sorry.

Sounds like you must be exhausted :pensive_face:

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Yehh…kind of for sure.

Thx @Wave @FreeLunch

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There is an account on twitter that seems to know me inside out.

Im not proud of my past.

Or it is AI predictng me.

I do not know.

But I feel so exposed and plus some of the content on that account is reminding me of my unhelpful voices..

I am scared that my psychosis is infectious…

I do not want to infect my bf :,(

I broke my diet again today…I just feel really alone.

This would have been day 3!

You aren’t alone.

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Sometimes I am beginning to not care about life and that makes me sad. I am supposed to love life

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I just told u guys about my infectious fear.

Also one of my first memories from psychosis was that I am infectious and needed to compartmentalise myself on a ship.

After I told u about this infectious thing i went on the news.

There is world breaking news of a deadly infection on a ship!

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Is that not weird?

Am i thinking too much into it?

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Those kind of occurrences happen all the time

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Maybe I am going crazy, yeah.

I have no fecking clue.

Ok hear this,

I have my keys inside a loop hair band. Which once broke so i tied it together into a loop again tighlty and firmly.

One day recently,

I unlocked the door and the keys fell on the floor, but they were NOT in the loop anymore, although the loop band was still a loop!!

How?

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Try to remain calm. You have to ground yourself in a serious way. I would not worry about your diet right now and instead comfort yourself and try to meditate on something beautiful like a poem or a song

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Thankyou…

I do not wanna feel too guilty right now.

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That’s weird I dont know. You must have made a cognitive error

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I do not know lol that is the thing!

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