Now I am getting alien delusions
Wtf is going on with me.
Aliens want to destroy me.
I am scared of the dark now.
Yesterday I was on twitter and i felt possessed
It was so horrible
I am not going to write on there anymore. It was a terrible experience.
Being out of my own control rather feeling possessed
I do not like that.
Do you have a prn med
Also it sucks having delusions but keep in mind your brain is playing tricks on you
Thankyou , i needed someone to ground me.
I appreciate this
I feel you. And I understand, I’ve felt possessed lately too. It’s scary!
Thankyou Dika.
And i am sorry to hear that,
Astronomers have been searching for life on other planets for years and so far nobody else has found anything. I’m 99% sure it’s a delusion. Wishing you better!
Thankyou @Mouse1977
Now im thinking that eternity is real but it is triggering me and i do not feel grounded.
Life is now and not forever.
I need to be careful that i do not start believing in things that i cannot see.
Does anyone else have those delusions?
When i believe in eternity
I feel less present.
So it cannot be real to me.
I have struggled with possession.
It’s a constant threat.
I believe that we are reconstituted in the future after death and live eternally, time traveling.
Sounds like your mind playing tricks with you. Maybe higher dosage, different drug or grounding would help, but it is hard to say. But maybe the awareness is a good sign, losing it would be even worse.
I’m sorry to hear that, those type of delusions when you feel like you’re being watched or hunted is always scary, I had those a lot too.
You might want to talk to your doctor about the delusions, it sounds like you’re medication might not be fully working (it also might take a second depending on what you’re taking I know a lot of medication takes 2 weeks to have a full effect).
I also felt like I was being controlled too. Almost like I was just watching myself do things and someone else was puppeting me? I did some research and it looks like it’s actually a type of dissociation and it’s pretty common for sz. Focusing on physical objects I knew were real has helped for me so far. I like to wear a necklace that means a lot to me, or keep a little trinket in my pocket, and focus on it when I start to feel floaty or like I’m being controlled.
I hope things stop feeling quite as scary soon!
Believing in eternity gets me by… an eternal place of happiness free of schizophrenia and negativity
May you be well again dear Zoe real soon
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I was delusional and psychotic again last night and i went on twitter again too
I decided to make a psych appointment now so I have an appointment next week.
Cannot go on like this I feel exhausted mentally and physiccally.
Don’t go on Twitter anymore
Yea good idea; i was writing lots of nonsense there, lost all my followers
Would you consider going into a hospital? It might be good for you.
Whenever I have an episode, hospitals will always chill me out
They might suggest that to me and so they can raise my dose safely.
How was the job?