Atonement my wife and I go out in the neighborhood which is partially still under construction and pickup the discarded wood etc that the workers aren’t going to use or need and take that home so my wife had wood for her woodworking projects. Tonight I was helping and I fell in the dark onto the concrete driveway. I weigh too much for my wife to help me up and bc of my weight (282) and bc of my right knee partial replacement lady October thus weakening that knee I couldn’t get up by myself. We had to call the ambulance. The EMTs got me up and I went home but I’m all bruised up and sore and have a few cuts too. I feel like a giant idiot and ■■■■■■■..
Last time I fell I actually went all schizophrenic and I don’t even remember the EMTs, the ambulance or the three day hospital stay.
Eh dont be hard on yourself. They say youre never too old to keep learning… one of the less obvious reasions for that is old age presents new problems and opportunities to learn.