Today was my first day at work & It went better than I could have asked for, the line manager made it really easy, and it looks like I maybe be able to work less for the same amount, what I mean by that is that he said I only really need to be there when it gets busy so I can shave 30mins or so of the morning and 30 of the afternoon, he said I can skip the afternoons for now as well.
I got all my work clothes as well I felt really anxious after but it settled down, it makes sense I would feel that way as its a new environment and new responsibilities, new people.
hopefully it works out and it feels a lot more likely now
It was my first day on the crossing myself today and it went really well, I kept everyone safe and a lot of the kids and their parents were thanking me I felt really good, its twice a day and I am hoping to do some things in-between shifts, like maybe my art group or go to my Mi charity.
Second day on the crossing myself, I started earlier and the head mistress asked my name and she said she’d put me in the school newsletter.
After the morning shift I pushed myself to got to the art group and I enjoyed it mostly but my chest got a bit sore near the end so I headed back for the second shift and had Lunch in a cafe with nice music playing and this settled the pain in my chest (anxiety).
I started early on the crossing again and a bunch of 10yr olds with their teacher came up and asked if I wanted a kindness card, I said that’s very nice of you and they said it was for mental health, it made me feel really good, Kids are great
The only thing that’s been annoying me is the cost of travel, today I spent £4.70 for the train & £3.50 for the Subway and it would have been less if I used my concession card but I was too embarrassed as I had my work jacket on, people were saying just to use it, I will try and use it tomorrow. Its £20 a day and travel eats up a lot then my Lunch was about £10- its ok though, i’mm not sure why I am counting money but ‘hey ho’ lol