Feels like everyone is trying to keep the truth from me that I’m not very smart. I have worked on the intellectual inferiority complex I had but I can’t help but feel people don’t want to shatter my ego by telling me that I’m kinda dull
Do any of you other dummies feel this 
Seriously.im joking about the dummies thing
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I dunno man you seem pretty smart to me after showing us your game development stuff
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I’ve been telling you for a while that there’s nothing wrong with you and that your your concept of who is smart or not isn’t healthy.
I can’t think at all. I might be autistic
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It doesn’t get me down though
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Yea that’s what my therapist says too …fuc k it. If I’m dumb at least I’m miserable

And yes I’m creative @Rainstorm but I’m definitely not cognitively sharp. Alot if the cognitive stuff takes a lot of work for me .even the simple stuff
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Why compare the self to the other?
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My hang up is more physical I think. And has to do with sexual competition.
That I can understand being sad about
But humanity is diverse and intellect is only one aspect of the mind. Don’t discount your personal achievement or ability and don’t ignore what a gift it is to be a human. We are so gifted all of us.
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You can be a genius on a desert island and perish the same as would someone with less smarts. It’s all about conditions letting your mind rise to the occassion. Without opportunities, and with MI, and poverty etc. you are making good progress in music and programming and spirituality etc.
I on the other hand have no hobbies, just play video games and am not insecure with intelligence at all, simply don’t value it anymore.
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Yo you remember that time when you had the slug image for your album cover and it was cracking me up cuz that slug was like the funniest looking mfer I have ever seen. And you were like he’s smoking rock haha anyway I just remembered that. Your funny and that takes something.
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Thanks for that man . And yes I do try hard but I guess I just wish I had a little more under the hood.
And I’m surprised you don’t value intelligence the same way as most people. I guess the conditions do matter. Not to flip the script after your kind words but I legitimately hope you will find happiness bro.. being as smart as you are you might be able to change the conditions…
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Low key ..that slug scares me now. I didn’t realize how absurd it was till you pointed it out lol
That mofo is creepy 
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Thanks guys ..sorry to blurry out my problems…I’ve made a habit of it now.
LMAO send me the pic of the slug so I can save it on my phone
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I kind of dont care.. i get bored of everything I do. Im happiest right now living on endless vacation even though it is a bit dismal. I found academics interesting but so alienating, like knowing a language nobody understands but wanting to talk in it so badly… then you find someone in the same field and they know about something completely different. People hate someone who doesnt try at anything, but im cool with it.
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I’ve read about that bro…people with really high intelligence feel really alone. Glad your happy brotha … I’m seeking my happiness too!!!
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I feel the same way. We both are being delusional. I can try to help if you want
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Im world class stupid and fat and ugly
A 5th grader would make me look like a moron lol
Life is what it is
And btw @DarkStar you have alot of good in you your very talented in making music
Just sayint
You may be overweight, but you shouldn’t call yourself ugly. You’re just yourself
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