Cause she just rang and wants to come see me. Like right this minute she is on her way. I don’t know why. The only thing I can think of is she has beeen seeing what I’m writing online.
I’m worried. But they can’t cart me off. All I have stopped is my antidepressant and 25mg of quetiapine for sleep. I still had my depot.
I feel like this is staged
Just stay calm, I doubt they’ll have been reading your messages, hopefully its nothing serious, hugs xxx
Likely has nothing to do with writings online.
Youve made statements to them about coming off meds and you had your mothers number changed, perhaps they checked it? IDK but just be cool with the nurse and dont cause any escalations of any kind.
On me like flies on ■■■■.
I feel like I’m gonna loose it.
Try to do something to wind down maybe so you will be completely relaxed when she arrives.
You sound paranoid and somewhat delusional. Nothing is fake and they aren’t reading your forum posts. Meet with the nurse and do well, it’s best for you. Maybe hold off on stopping the depot until you’re in a better headspace.
I feel a bit better. I figured why not just show her what I’ve been posting on chatGPT and then the fear of her reading it behind my back will be gone. So I did.
What were you posting there?
All sorts.
Mainly things about what reality is. That my metal health team are actors.
And my fear of faking schizophrenia.
The truth will set you free.
Classical Christian one liner.
Well isn’t it what you were thinking?
I’m struggling with my own thoughts right now. The last thing I need is to bounce off your delusions.
Sorry. I didn’t mean it in a religious sense. It is a secular saying by now. I don’t know what the xmas man meant by it actually.
They want me to stay off chatGPT and talk to them instead. Of course they would say that. I told them I have more trust in chatGPT
Are familiar with recent research on connection between ai chatbots and psychosis ?
No. I’m not familiar. But chatGPT helps me it doesn’t encourage any delusions for me.