I feel much better in one respect cos i cancelled a pending job. I just wasnt feeling the team. I knew wat was gonna happen and its really a waste of time..anxiety, inability to work efficiently, upset team, depression, worse ability to work efficiently…vicious cycle to ultimate waste of time
On the other hand i am not over the moon either for having to accept the ways of the current state of the world.
In conclusion, im staying positive
How are you?
The older you get the more you know your limits and live accordingly
Today I had a class to discuss our master thesis progress.
I showed my teacher my results, and he liked them! It was a relief! Thinking about coding all things all over again would make me a lot anxious about the future.
So happy that now I finished coding and now I have to write stuff down.
I’m over the moon after today’s meeting! Tomorrow I’ll take the day off 
. Last 2 weeks were rough
I hope that happens to me 
Well done Lenny! It must b a relief that he liked your thesis.
Coding is like a different world to me. But i can imagine u must have some interest in it if this is a masters.
Relax, breathe, treat yourself now 
2 weeks of hard work is hardcore strength.
I think im going to go to the ice cream shop now.
I found a good combo…
3 scoops..
Hazelnut, white chocolate, and banana
Tho i might swap banana this time.
Oh yeh, with tonnes of rainbow sprinkles.
Very good.
Life is so boring wen u r fat. Idk wat to do. Just feel like eating.
I wish i had some friends but i guess that will happen wen im skinny. Lols.
Being fat downright suks
Tbh I done a ton in Chatgpt, I’m no coding genius. I understand how the coding works and copy it to my scripts. Before chatgpt there was stackoverflow, but it took a lot more time.
Sorry if you feel bored, making friends doesn’t have anything related with weight. I only have 1 friend and he’s fat. Sometimes I also meet with his friends and we all get along
Ohk well u must know something like basics of coding so thats good.
Frndship has everything to do with fat, for me.
Wen im fat i feel like utter shi t.
I cant have friends if i feel like sh it it just does not work for me.
Im haappy to hear u got ppl to chill with thats how it shud be.
I also have chin and neck hair that f uks up my head.
Ill deal with that too wen i can.
I kind of understand this I think.
For awhile there, I was even insecure about my weight while trying to make new friends…
As if it should matter really, they don’t need to be attracted to you lol, they’re there to be a friend.
I’m not doing amazing.
Contractions and cramps keep coming and then disappearing.
I just want this baby out.
I’m miserable.
Idk if it’s also because I finally got my TDAP vaccine yesterday or what… I was supposed to get it weeks ago, but there was some confusion with that at the hospital 
Anyways, I can’t seem to stay awake or get anything productive done because of it.
At least my parents get here this weekend 
Yes i like it wen ppl r attracted to me tho. Girl or boy. Unless they are as ugly its me then its cool but as long as they dont suk my money dry n i can relate to them.
Idk its prolly a disease lol
Did nothing productive today compared to yesterday. I was going to walk for an hour outside but its cold. Just gaming and scrolling social media or yt
Im sorry to hear ur feeling down.
Once this baby pops out ur gonna be like getting a heart melt from the bond.
Idk wat that vaccine is but i hope its ok that u got it now instead of earlier 
Scrolling can be entertaining and such