A guy earlier yelled at me. Gonna shoot her in her head. They all are sitting outside making plans. They all got out at once.. here’s a small bio.about me.
I grew up as an only child in texas. My beloved job was sonic. I was quiet in high school. I played viola in the school orchestra 5 years. I was a now I sit on my pos ass worrying about people I think are simply not after me. Who in the tfuhckers kills some who hasn’t done jack shut towards anyone. I’m going to the ducking highway I swear
No one wants to hurt you it’s all in your head.
I so hope you’re right. I need a break from this ■■■■
I’ve been scoping out glass and plastic windows to start
@roxanna doesn’t it seem odd that when you go outside someone shouts they are going to either hurt you, kill you , or shoot you? no one is saying that stuff…it’s in your voices…tell your pdoc.
This is at home. I have been going through a lot lately. I don’t know anymore. I have faith that my new med will help. Jukebox it’s not that I don’t care I just don’t want to feel this way anymore
You’re a trooper, hang in there. 
be honest with your pdoc..SOON. you need new meds I guess.
I’ll be glad to do online tech college. Try get me looked down on some more. How’s your wife and daughter brandon. Your bio dad is a child molester. He molested me at tge age of ten. I bet that’s funny for you. I hope your daughter never hears of the mf.
Stay away from me and leave me alone. Thanks.
Ban this ■■■■.
I need to go to crisis
Roxanna you sound very unwell. I hope you feel better soon. I’m sorry you are experiencing symptoms.
We’ve been saying this to you for years. Nobody is going to kill you.
I’m sorry you were molested. Peddos need to be either killed or locked up for the rest of their lives.
I think you are in a depressive slump. I understand, having constant symptoms makes things unmanageable.
Are you still in caplyta? Perhaps you need a stronger med as an add-on treatment?
Did you try clozapine?
I took clozapine for a week. I kept passing out. So I let that go. I have been taking caplyta not long but I’m gonna keep taking it. This bipolar ■■■■ has got to stop. Goodnight.
Good night!
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
Probably no ones even thinking about you. Most people are worried about themselves and if you don’t cause any trouble you can walk down the street and people may glance at you but no one is going to cause you any trouble.
I was actually thinking the same idea maybe it might help
Ima be honest @roxanna lets say real people are harassing you they clearly arent gonna do it
That kinda ■■■■ sounds like middle schoolers threats
I think there hallucinations i highly doubt anyones threatening you your in zero danger
This.
I would write this on a post-it and put it somewhere visible in your place.
You’ll make it 
. Maybe the place you live makes you feel unsafe. Maybe try to move to a better environment with nicer people. 
You should celebrate yourself and your 45th birthday and we on forum should celebrate you with happy birthday yhread to n for you.
Those molested are sometimes labrlled as schizophrenic and or scapegoated.
Sometimes the one respinsible wasnt aline but lots were in on it or benefiting from it and opression etc .
First woman to say Epstein anx friends raped her was labelled as schizophrenic and hospitslused snd said shes making up lies about good hard working people who are philantropists.
Maybe schizo is similar to ptsd in symptoms.
Hope you will have a happy birthday.