I have to go to highway tonight before I get shot in my head. I can’t sit outside no more.
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Why not stay at home??
I’m trying. I’m going without my effexor. I’m missed about a little of things that are my fault.
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They’re going to hire someone to shoot me in the head. I don’t know why they care to begin with. I’ve never turned them in or called cops on them ever.
I just want to float around a field full of fog/clouds.
@roxanna Dont do anything just contact services, go to the hospital right away
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If dude hadn’t stop me I was going to sit outside til they shott myvass
When I was psychotic the last time, at the height of my psychosis, I was afraid my parents were going to murder me in my sleep. I thought that they could be controlled by outside forces.
I ended up sleeping at the fairgrounds(until I got kicked out) and other places until I bought a car. It was during cold months and quite frigid outside.
Once I got the vehicle I would park it somewhere and sleep in it with the doors locked.
It was all for naught , though. No one was trying to kill me. I just put myself through misery.
I would hope you would take a lesson from this and realize that you are safe in your own home. Dont make yourself miserable for these beliefs.
You have been here before and never been harmed. You are safe.
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Thank you so much bowens. I’m hoping I feel better tomorrow.
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Called my mom to cremated me. I’m getting rid of my crafts. I’m not leaving my apt. Until I’m ready to go to the highway.
I suppose January 20 th is a good day to die
Mar 24 1981-Jan 20 2026. Does that look good?
Dont give up/give away everything and hit the road. You are only going to cause yourself pain. You will realize this in the future.
You are putting yourself at more risk leaving than if you were to stay.
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you are HEARING VOICES…I know that…you know that…you just don’t seem to think about it when it happens…nobody is going to hurt you.
They’re not going to leave me alone. I want to move badly. Dude doesn’t want to. Not one ducking soul bothered me at my last place. I guess I’m not the only looney person here in this place. This not complex.
I’ve never said a word to any of them until upstairs started being dumb. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ll be glad to get my effexor.
@roxanna you were stable for a while is why you didn’t have to be bothered…now you’re ill again.
I don’t have to worry tonight. They’ll shoot me in my head. I’ll be dead before that anyway
26 tears of thuscshit. What dobi have left to live for? A mother who didn’t sign the paperwork to have me aborted?
A father who fist fought out in the hallway. Fycking dumbass.
Good luck on that one
Hey I’m so sorry. Please don’t do anything to hurt yourself
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I hope the voices leave u alone one day they sound stupid to say things like that to you
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