Yesterday (I think) I said I was worried because my friend she needed to talk to me
This morning she talked about issues with her girlfriend (so it reassured me, she didn’t want to stop our friendship at this time)
We had a talk about her issues and at some time she asked me about me, so I said recently I have mostly intrusive thoughts, anxiety and my family is not nice with me
My friend asked me if I have coping mechanisms, I said no and talked about my medication
I said my medication is for psychosis but it’s good for anxiety too so I can take one more pill for anxiety if I need to
I went to work and was like I’ll answer to her next message after work
I didn’t see new messages of her
I found it a bit weird because she was logged in on Discord during my last message
But because it was the middle of the night in America when we talked I just thought that she went to sleep(she’s American)
But now I just thought maybe I scared her when I said “psychosis”
I thought I already talked about that but now I’m not sure
She has mental health issues too, she’s bipolar so I just thought it was ok to talk normally
But now I’m like “Maybe she’s scared”
I’m more thin than her though
Now I’m anxious again she will not be my friend anymore