Not cold here. I didn’t take extra pills PRN today.
Do you have symptoms?
Not cold here. I didn’t take extra pills PRN today.
Do you have symptoms?
My voices just said “he’s psychotic”…
Ok that’s not that bad.
Did you buy any vinyl?
Nope, I really should go to the record store. It’s been a long time since I went.
How about you?
Nothing. Can’t find anything worth spending money on
I have the same problem. I wish I could find something new. But it’s hard!
I hear the same old vinyls.
How’s your cracked brain?
Brain has improved. But it’s still cracked. Not as bad as it initially was when I first got sick.
How’s your brain? Any strange feelings?
I was surprised nobody else has a cracked brain. It’s what’s causing my psychosis.
Today no strange feelings in brain.
That’s good!
Any other symptoms?
Voices. But not that bad.
I didn’t take the extra meds today.
I try to avoid extra meds whenever possible.
You?
I’m thinking of the people that harass me. Calling me psychotic, shouting things outside my window. What depraved human beings there is.
Are you sure they’re real?
Who are they?
They are real alright. Strangers that know I had a psychotic break. They talk sh-it about me. Shout things outside my home.
Omg that’s awful. How do you cope?
I don’t, I just endure. There isn’t much I can do.
I used to be resilient as fu-ck but never used my mental strength against these people.
As soon as my cracked brain heals I’m going to sh-ut myself down. This world is becoming ever more hostile. People are ruthless. I don’t see the point in being a human with these people around.
They deserve hell!
They deserve hell indeed.
What’s their age? Kids?
Women gossip, some shout! Kids scream and macho men try to show that they’re alpha by talking sh-it about me. I seem to be the conversation topic. And I’m a nobody. I don’t understand why I’m so interesting? They must have some boring lives.
Maybe your paranoia makes it worse.
What do you think?
Yes, it makes things worse. I had my psychosis in public, that’s why it’s been rough. People are animals. I wish they could leave me alone. They call me the psychotic guy.