Do you ever feel that people are watching and talking about you? I feel people on tv, or people that I know, are talking about me and making mean comments. I’m possessed by someone and am acting embarrassing or off putting. They really treat me unkindly. Also I feel I’m losing my looks. I really want to prove to my mom that I can live on my own but something is coming up and making me act disturbed. Like today I’m losing my memory and feel really off balance and I didn’t want to eat and my mom got upset. I have a severe issue with my memory right now and I’m worried.
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I can’t remember anything. Maybe I should see a doctor tomorrow. I also had a Vietnamese iced coffee yesterday which was really strong, probably highly caffenated and I became very woozy.
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I don’t know what I would do without my parents. They are really caring. If I live with my sister, I don’t things would have been easy. I would like to prove to my parents I can live by myself, but now I have a health/ brain issue.
When my parents die I will live with my brother and his wife. I think its better than living alone, my brothers and all their social circle are my friends, we hangout often. You decide but living alone sucks for me as I like being around people.
Also if I get psychotic living alone no one will help me and when psychotic I lose insight. Living with someone will help with reality testing or worst case they will bring me to the emergency or call an ambulance
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I’m worried about my health right now. I never had it be an issue, but if I’m alright I would like to be independent. My sister is really nice, but when I was living with her I felt kind of controlled financially. I hope before my parents pass away I can live on my own to show them I will be alright.
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I lived alone for 2-3 years while psychotic when I was in early 20s
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Living by yourself while psychotic must have been difficult. It’s nice to have others around. My parents think I act tense and tell me to relax. Sometimes this is difficult for me because of anxiety.
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we all have these thoughts which is unreal.also be kind to yourself as you have an mental illness causing you these issues.all i can say stay with your parents and trust them.
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I have this issue but with people in portraits and sometimes inanimate objects possessing a soul from the hidden dimension all watching me, or trying to make me do bad stuff to myself. So I dont own any portraits and have as little as the other objects as possible.
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I think people ain’t talking about us more than what they do in a normal manner. A proof: We have delusions also when we are totally alone so that’s what proves these beliefs not true. Remember that front of the supermarket people watch eachothers for other reasons than Sz-relatedly.
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