I hope you enjoy your new kitchen. Im sure you will.
I’ve had a good day. Will take 10 mg Olanzapine soon and lay down.
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Yeah, I hope the kitchen will turn out fine. I’m just afraid I chose the wrong colors. We’ll see how it turns out.
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something’s telling me i should make shells & cheese to compensate for the hypomania i’ve been feeling for the past i think several hours
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I’m bored. I tried to be creative today. Did some visual journalling. Cut my hair in a kooky haircut just to have something to journal about.
I’m gonna buy a book on creativity when i get paid in 2 hours. The book is called ‘the art of you’.
Got tired of being healthy and good, ate some allergens, drank too much coffee…
How was your guys days?
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@fennecfox wow you did a lot today…just waiting for the payday tonight at the bank. lots to do tomorrow…got to take Max our dog to the vet for annual shots and heartworm test. He’s a big dog so it’s kind of a chore to get him in the car…my wife gets him in there easily though really…hope it goes well. I’m always afraid he will run off and get hit by a car on the busy highway next to the vet clinic…just a fear…
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Hey y’all, how’s the night crew doing? I got home not long ago.
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What’s up leash?
It’s 6:07 AM. I’m going to make some coffee.
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Thanks @jukebox i wqs mostly lazy today though. Wishing you and your dog a happy and safe vet trip. Im sure it will be satisfying getting it done.
I’m waiting for pay day too and watching youtube vids on how to be more creative.
Hey man, I’m just sitting on my bed, as I so often do. I need to eat dinner yet, but for now I’m chillin.
How are you?
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well the book sounds great…glad you are motivated to read…I have trouble reading…I read my spiritual guide book and it is enough for me. @fennecfox
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Doing good!
Just chilling, and listening to some tunes.
How was work? Did you do your 12h shift?
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Work was fine. A little hectic at times, but it’s always like that at least for most of the day. Yeah it was twelve hours today. Tomorrow I’ll work 8 hours, 3-11p.
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Ok, you must be tired?
I’m thinking of increasing my coffee intake. Two cups keeps me more motivated, rather than a single cup in the morning. I just don’t know if it’ll worsen my panic attacks.
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The spiritual guidebook sounds good @jukebox . I feel i can’t be helped to spiritually evolve
A little, but I’m not yet ready to lie down and try to sleep.
I drink around 350-400 ml of coffee pretty much every morning, then usually will get a macchiato when I get to work, then when I’m done with that I sip a half liter Mtn Dew.
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@fennecfox I’m sorry to hear that…everyone should be spiritually strong…my opinion.
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Maybe i need counselling or something. I am out of touch with who i am deep down
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do you think being not fully stable mentally is holding you back? don’t you struggle with voices if I remember correctly? @fennecfox
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Yeah, I used to drink 8 cups of coffee every day for years. After my psychosis I had to cut down.
Now I just drink one cup in the morning.
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I think its more that i get harrased when i go out. But yes, also not feeling like i can relax with the possibility of voices there.
I have been working on my nutrition lately though and having some success with getting rid of the voices
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