Say Anything #13

Am losing weight. My shorts/trousers need keeping up with a belt

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Man, I want to be happy :cry:

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Got my Mac setup stuff in the mail. Got a 32ā€ inch 4K monitor for super cheap. Magic mouse and keyboard, and a stand for docking the MacBook.

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What’s keeping you from being happy?

I’ve found pretending to be happy works. Eventually you will be. Hype yourself up

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Loneliness man, that’s the only thing that I dislike about my situation, being alone

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Yeah it sucks, at least we got the forum.

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Took some sarcosine and it helped for a bit, I take any help I can get.

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Sometimes I get the urge to sell all my material possessions and live a minimalist life lols.

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Anyone on night crew yet @Rainstorm how was your day

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Hey Turtle I’m up. Not sure if I’ll sleep tonight or not I got my depot tomorrow morning and feel ill without it.

listening to Neil Young and talking with wife…we are made up…yayyy…just relaxing…nothing going on. just playing with the dogs.

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Hi guys!

We finished putting the last tiles of the floor today. Now the sub-flooring needs to dry. We had to postpone the kitchen cabinets for one day. So they arrive on Thursday, not Wednesday as planned. Currently my apartment is a mess. There’s dust everywhere cause my dad had to use an angle grinder for the last tiles. Man that thing shoots dust in the air like a motherfucker. And my dad didn’t care using plastic drapes so the dust got everywhere. I have a lot of cleaning to do.

My dad told me that I don’t do much. I said it’s because of the meds I take. He said doctors don’t know sh-it and that I should stop taking them. He’s totally oblivious to this illness. He’s kinda old school.

My mom got angry about the dust in my apartment. Some of my clothes got dirty and she wanted to yell at my dad but I stopped her. I just want things to run smoothly. She told me to wrap up my clothes in bags but I didn’t listen to her. So she said that I need to listen for once. She’s right. I don’t listen. It’s my fault!

I’ve had voices all day. What’s positive is that I haven’t been stuck in my imagination today. It’s really hard to socialize when my mind does that, I’m in my own world when that happens.

It’s really strange that my parents work hard but I don’t. I need to start doing more stuff.

I hope everyone is doing alright and that you had a good day.

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@Speedy my goodness you’re busy…I couldn’t do all that.

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Some people are so uneducated on mental illness and it’s treatments.

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My dad did most of the work. I just helped him with what I could. I did demolish the old kitchen though. That was hard work. Especially getting the old tiles off the wall. Those were glued to the wall like nothing else.

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I really do hope @everhopeful comes back

Anyway hows everyone doing

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Taking it easy for the moment. I’m listening to music.

How are you doing today?

hey fisherman, I’m doing good thanks! how are you doing?

i just found out i have to do quadrat sampling (count number of specie in a frame) along a continuous line, for my biology assignment, I am going to study species dominance in the rock pools. It’s pretty cool, i feel like an actual biologist, and I can see if I like it!

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Im doing ok i feel calmer with the trintellix med its been less than a week

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That’s good. Calm and focused is the way to go.

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