Am losing weight. My shorts/trousers need keeping up with a belt
Man, I want to be happy ![]()
Got my Mac setup stuff in the mail. Got a 32ā inch 4K monitor for super cheap. Magic mouse and keyboard, and a stand for docking the MacBook.
Whatās keeping you from being happy?
Iāve found pretending to be happy works. Eventually you will be. Hype yourself up
Loneliness man, thatās the only thing that I dislike about my situation, being alone
Yeah it sucks, at least we got the forum.
Took some sarcosine and it helped for a bit, I take any help I can get.
Sometimes I get the urge to sell all my material possessions and live a minimalist life lols.
Anyone on night crew yet @Rainstorm how was your day
Hey Turtle Iām up. Not sure if Iāll sleep tonight or not I got my depot tomorrow morning and feel ill without it.
listening to Neil Young and talking with wifeā¦we are made upā¦yayyyā¦just relaxingā¦nothing going on. just playing with the dogs.
Hi guys!
We finished putting the last tiles of the floor today. Now the sub-flooring needs to dry. We had to postpone the kitchen cabinets for one day. So they arrive on Thursday, not Wednesday as planned. Currently my apartment is a mess. Thereās dust everywhere cause my dad had to use an angle grinder for the last tiles. Man that thing shoots dust in the air like a motherfucker. And my dad didnāt care using plastic drapes so the dust got everywhere. I have a lot of cleaning to do.
My dad told me that I donāt do much. I said itās because of the meds I take. He said doctors donāt know sh-it and that I should stop taking them. Heās totally oblivious to this illness. Heās kinda old school.
My mom got angry about the dust in my apartment. Some of my clothes got dirty and she wanted to yell at my dad but I stopped her. I just want things to run smoothly. She told me to wrap up my clothes in bags but I didnāt listen to her. So she said that I need to listen for once. Sheās right. I donāt listen. Itās my fault!
Iāve had voices all day. Whatās positive is that I havenāt been stuck in my imagination today. Itās really hard to socialize when my mind does that, Iām in my own world when that happens.
Itās really strange that my parents work hard but I donāt. I need to start doing more stuff.
I hope everyone is doing alright and that you had a good day.
@Speedy my goodness youāre busyā¦I couldnāt do all that.
Some people are so uneducated on mental illness and itās treatments.
My dad did most of the work. I just helped him with what I could. I did demolish the old kitchen though. That was hard work. Especially getting the old tiles off the wall. Those were glued to the wall like nothing else.
I really do hope @everhopeful comes back
Anyway hows everyone doing
Taking it easy for the moment. Iām listening to music.
How are you doing today?
hey fisherman, Iām doing good thanks! how are you doing?
i just found out i have to do quadrat sampling (count number of specie in a frame) along a continuous line, for my biology assignment, I am going to study species dominance in the rock pools. Itās pretty cool, i feel like an actual biologist, and I can see if I like it!
Im doing ok i feel calmer with the trintellix med its been less than a week
Thatās good. Calm and focused is the way to go.