Say Anything #13

Damn these voices sound like someone is sitting right beside me whispering. They have to have something that helps I shouldn’t have to live like this

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Wow, that does sound scary. What happens when you listen to music or the radio?

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I can’t listen to anything they change the words of everything including movies. Sometimes I hear then talking about me. Freaky it is.

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I’m so sorry to hear that, sending good vibes your way, hope you feel better.

Zyprexa has mellowed my voices out a lot, so much so that when I got that episode last December and all the mean voices came back, I was really scared. I had forgotten how tough it is to experience them. I really try not to take my remission for granted anymore.

Does your antipsychotic have any affect on your voices?

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No they may calm some paranoia that’s about it. I’ve already tried several also. I’m frustrated

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I think I need coffee :hot_beverage:

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Did you go to the hospital in December when they came back?

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Almost 2:30 AM here. Hoping to sleep soon.

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I think my microwave is officially on the fritz. I was able to warm up one small slice of pizza but I ate my second one cold. I hope I don’t get sick tonight. So far so good.

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I wish I was sleepy. Its almost 2 here.

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I said I was gonna not quit nicotine, but i’ll try again; this time I’ll use patches as well as the Zyban (Bupropion/Wellbutrin) and a spray too. Altogether spent 60 something on it, instead of smokes. I just pray to whatever is out there, that it works this time :sob:

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Good luck @Mr.Apple I had to start vaping to quit smokes

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Thank you @turtle When i managed to quit for 2 months, last year. I had no reason to start up again just other than a lapse of concentration and judgment. i figured i’d not relapse bc of just one cigarette but boy was i wrong

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Morning all. How are we all ?

Got a massive pile of dishes I need to tackle. Not fun.

Just having a coffee at the moment.

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@Mr.Apple I started smoking again about 3 months ago. Really need to quit again. I find cigarettes help me focus on studies. It’s a tough one.

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I need to tidy up my kitchen a fair bit too. It’s messy for me, it’s not too bad but it feels a bit awful every time i enter

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Yeah I can’t stand mess. Really brings me dow.

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I hear that so much!!! I know exactly what you mean, I feel a sense of calmness when i’m smoking at my desk

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It’s weird cos it’s a stimulant but at the same time helps focus and relax.

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Yeah, it’s evil, tobacco - whatever it is, it’s scary how much of a stronghold it can have over the brain

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