Listening to Old jams that were my favorite growing up and texting with my girlfriend while she’s out at dinner with her friends and I might go to the bar
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There are ways to have fun without smoking weed even with people who are doing so. I wouldn’t be intimidated by it if you’re not interested in it. If it’s something that’s tempting you, that’s a different story.
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@Mountain yeah, i hear you! i miss the highs and ecstatic joy of life. coffee is the closest i have to a saving grace. coffee and virtual walks around the world on youtube.
thanks for sharing.
Hey free lunch, old jams rule. enjoy 
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I don’t really like watermelon
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Nah, its not tempting me. I just don’t know how i can ever have as much fun as i had in my youth. especially without friends
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Waaaaat?!? Oh ok. Thats fine
I find it highly refreshing after eating lots of junk food
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Well you’ve got us. You should try to keep on reaching out to people around you. Maybe you get an online dating? I wish they had a friend app
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Yeah I don’t like the seeds and I don’t like the taste that much. It’s too bland
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Fair enough.
I love it. Im eating the whole thing on my own
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mmm yum! i love watermelon! i used to think i was spreading peace when i travelled with my freinds and gave money to homeless, dumpster dived my food and made chalk murals in the streets while my friends played thier guitars..
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I think u was spreading peace
And most importantly it sounds like u enjoyed urself and had inner peace.
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aww thanks maybe i should go to the art group again.. although they hardly talked there. i don’t want a partner
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Yeah i was just saying to another person on here thst I want to taper down on the abilify. Just to see if it makes a difference.
I reallt do feel like a shell of my former self but I don’t know if thats because of the illness or the trauma from the psychosis that I experienced.
Either way, im tired of feeling like ■■■■ all the time. I want to feel life, not simply exist in it.
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yeah. they were great times. i want them back..
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I think that you were doing something really beautiful and that’s why you miss it. Having friendship is really important
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yes i know the feeling. i used to have my greatest companship with mother nature, now i feel almost nothing for nature unless i read Attenborough books
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Yeah, i miss having friends. anyway, nuff about me.
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We’re not talking about you too much. It’s okay.
Is it getting cold in New Zealand?
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