Say Anything #33

Nope, no sleep yet. It’s 4:00 AM.

Happy 4th of July my American friends.

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Sorry to hear that Speedy. Damn insomnia!

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stupid facking fireworks…scaring the dogs…oh well…here comes a thunderstorm in two hours so then they will really, really be afraid…sheesh.

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I’ve been having shortness of breath and the ER said it was due to stress! Such BS! They did a chest x-ray that came back normal but I tried to tell them that the pneumonia i had last October only showed up on a CT scan with contrast! I think this is the same cuz it feels the same, and I don’t have panic attacks anymore, it’s been years. I feel like i was gaslighted. I’m debating on whether to go back to the ER to ask for a CT scan or trying First Care (but I don’t know if they can do a CT scan).

On a good note, the Belsomra i started for better sleep has been working well…it’s a controlled substance but so was the temazepam, and this works much better! If only I didn’t have to keep waking up to breathe!

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I’ve had that before, waking up in a panic and then taking deep breaths because of a sensation of breathlessness. It happens to me sometimes after long periods of insomnia and then finally falling asleep.

AHHHH!

It sounds like the Gaza Strip outside my window. LOL.

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Late night munchies are in full effect :grimacing::grimacing:

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Hey night crew.

I had a pretty decent dinner tonight. It was a frozen pizza brand called “Motor City Pizza.” It was Detroit deep dish style pizza. Not too bad, pretty good for frozen style pizza.

Just got through snuggling with Jimmy.

Hung up some shirts, jeans, and shorts earlier tonight that were done drying, or that I folded after taking out of the dryer.

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Hey Monte.

Kitty snuggles are good for the soul :grin:

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Haha, yes sir. :blush: I believe kitty snuggles help you live longer. :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

What’s going on with you tonight my man? Anything exciting happening up there in the Great North?

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Ive been closing my eyes, trying to sleep. No luck. I want to wake up at a decent time and go to the gym.

How was your 4th of July?

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Ahh I see. I hope you can go to the gym tomorrow mang.

Oh my 4th was fine. I didn’t do anything exciting but I don’t mind. I just stayed home and comforted Jimmy for the most part. Made a good dinner and organized some clothes.

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Having a bit of insomnia tonight :grimacing: which is uncommon for me lol

I had an okay 4th of July. The ‘250’ part was definitely overhyped, and honestly, made it kinda corny. I just smoked a beef tri tip at home, and watched some soccer

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Hey homie! Nice to see ya online this late mane. :slight_smile: There always seems to be a few of us on the overnight shift lol.

I didn’t do anything exciting for my Fourth either but I don’t mind since I kept stress low and got to rest a lot.

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Rest is always nice. My sleep is off just a bit, still recovering from when we had no A/C and got zero sleep those nights. Been napping quite a bit, so now I’m paying for it lol oh well

my parents have been stressing me out lately. Without delving into it too much, they are obsessed with a certain orange political figure and it’s disgusting. They say such hateful stuff nowadays :pensive_face:

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Awww man, sorry to hear the rents have drunk the evil Koolaide mang. I would just try and avoid the subject of politics with them. I know it’s annoying though as that crowd loves to bring the subject up nearly everywhere and at any time. I don’t even think a Jewish deli is safe from them LOL.

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Me too. Its starting to annoy me. I just want to fall asleep.

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It’s frustrating bro. Like, I was asleep from about 9:30 til 1 am, then I just woke up wide awake lol

But I know that feeling when you can’t even fall asleep to begin with. Pretty annoying

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Hey all.

Had a decent Fourth here. My cousin grilled brats and hotdogs. Then him and his gf shot off their fireworks.

I’m currently listening to music and lurking. I’m up to chat for a bit though if needed. Haha. I’m hoping this doesn’t turn into insomnia for me too.

Been triggered lately. Don’t wanna go manic.

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I ■■■■■■■ hate having a circadian rhythm disorder. I wish my brain got tired at normal sleep hours. I’ve been in bed for like 3 or 4 hours. Tried closing my eyes a million times and just can’t drift off to sleep.

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