I’m a little bored, too. I have stuff to do, as far as chores, just don’t feel like doing any of it. I have a plan of attack: I figure I should start with buzzing off my hair with my trimmer (no guard), then shower, get dressed, take trash to the dumpster (maybe), then bring in my mail and my laundry. I can make my bed later. It sounds like a lot to do, even though none of those tasks will take more than a few minutes. Wtf Freak, get off yo ass.
nearly time for a kip
What is that?
it means some sleep
So my bf drank all the sodas and ate a whole box of honey buns leaving me with nothing
Walked around the block still kind of cold even though it’s 40 out with the wind chill and everything
good afternoon, team
i’m kind of angry. sometimes this elaborate persecution complex shows its head after some insignificant interaction and it leaves me mad for hours upon hours with no relief had. journaling sort of helps get the anger out but i just stay bitter until it sorta goes away later. i have so many memories that feel like they validate this complex that it sticks around for way too long every time it shows. it’s really painful.
My one trigger to psychosis is my neighbors. It feels like they are always watching me. Always looking out their door, locking their cars and come outside to sit when I’m on my porch. I’m moving to ny back yard.
I feel bad you’re going through this. When I get symptoms from stress I have symptoms until the stressful thing is gone. It could be weeks. I don’t know how you do it. I feel physically sick when I get like this. It’s a terrible feeling. I hope things turn around tonight for you and you have a good evening.
Man, I’m hungry. Who’s up? Want to talk about your day?
Hey Leash! Are you gonna have something to eat?
I’d like to talk about my day with you.
How’s yours going?
I had fish and fries for dinner earlier.
Whats going on Leash?
You mean fosh and chops? Typical kiwi food after a day at the beach we call it (fish and chips) but our accents make it sound like ‘fosh and chops’
That looks really delicious
I didn’t know you were kiwi. So you’re like from New Zealand right? that’s pretty cool.
My dad yelled at me today for putting onions in the pizza on the wrong way.
Thanks
yup from nz. Are you from the USA?
He sounds a bit like he’s losing his marbles, yelling at you all the time.
1:23am. I am awake in bed with very bad acid reflux. Not had this in ages so don’t know why it’s flaring up tonight.
Horrible. Painful. Uncomfortable.
Yeah, I’m from USA. The state of West Virginia.