Not suicidal, but sometimes wishing I’ve never been born because of all the crazy thoughts that go through my head.
Plus, I get yelled at daily over stupid things. My dad yelled at me because I put the veggies in the wrong place in the fridge. He started throwing stuff around. slamming things.
Anyone would be shaken after that. That’s hard to deal with and it’s abusive and unacceptable. I’m sorry you’re going through that
Thank you for your kind words. He’s been that way my whole life. It was hard when I was a kid. When I would hear his truck pull in the driveway when I was a teenager I would get sick to my stomach.
I totally relate.
Why are you living with him now? Don’t you need space
We bought a house together. I’ve forgotten how hard it was to live with him. He blames me for everything bad that goes on. It seems.
Was your dad mean also? I think he might not be able to help it because he always feels so guilty after he yells at me.
My dad was so violent that if he came home we all ran and hid, hoping he wouldn’t find us - my mom included. He was terrifying.
My dad used to yell but he’s mellowed out as he’s gotten older
Yeah same here he’s yelled at me like once as an adult and it was my fault.
My dad yelled, “F*ck you” at me one time. For some reason, it cut deep.
My dad slapped me around the face once for a reason i dont understand that always stays in my memory, so far
I would move out.
I did the same. I’m sorry
We argue all day long. It’s tiring I mean he told me I was making the tea wrong. How do you mess up tea?
He sounds abusive
I told him to stop bitching at me. He thought I called him a bi*tch which I would never do because he’s my dad, but anyway he threw an onion at my head and hit me with it. I’m hiding in my room right now just trying to get a bit of respite away from all the drama of the day.
Gee that sounds toxic. Sorry.
You deserve peace Loke.
Im so sorry to hear this.
I’m always on the edge to. I’m sorry your having to deal with that