I find myself in a strange way again - missing my illness in my period of wellness. It seems like I’m not me… like if I’m not ill I’m not real somehow…
anyone relate? is it normal for schiz people to miss their illness? like “hey where are you voices? I miss you”
weird.
I sure as hell don’t miss hearing voices
When I was really unwell and hearing voices/communicated with external entities. I felt like I fell in love with one of them, and also believed that I turned the while human race into demons/psychopaths that were gonna kill/rape everyone.
So my answer, is no.
Sorry if I offended anyone!
Not at all, you sound like you had a different experience with voices.
It’s more the good voice I miss (Sarah the good spirit), not the bad one (Alien the evil one). Unfortunately Alien features more than Sarah
Hadeda i liked my nice voices too. If it was guranteed to only be nice voices i would miss it too..they gave me a special boost cos they loved and knew me inside out
unfortunately I have only ever had a nasty mix of good and bad crap lol 
my nasty voices were just so bizarre that i knew none of these ppl were real. so i felt like i was in a diffferent dimension and that was excrutiatingly lonely.
i would not like that again either.
but there were a few really loving ones mixed in. weird as fu u k
i have this craving and yearning for ‘gods’ voice to be manifested in my head and through some synchroonicities (not too many) like you know a form of psychosis that just feels mystical instead of depressive but yeh idk if i really want to yearn for that when it might never happen..