A couple of weeks ago it was really hot. For some reason when it’s hot it amps up my paranoia and mania. Anyway, I was on the porch and a car had stopped in front of my driveway. Then one of my neighbors came outside and just started messing with a bush and talking on the phone really loudly. I don’t know what she was doing but she’s always looking into our yard. I guess I wouldn’t know that if she wasn’t so loud. But she makes her presence known. Or if I wasn’t looking. I try not to look. Anyway, I connected that her and the car that stopped out in front of my house were working together to watch me. So I left the house. Almost backed into their car because they were right in front of my driveway and went to the park. Now I just leave or go inside when they are outside. My medication provider says I’m doing a really good job coping.
Dealing with that kind of stuff is really difficult
Yeah starting to think I’m a paranoid schizophrenic but I still can stay in touch with reality pretty much so maybe not.
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You are doing a great job, and you handled that like a pro, much better than I would because I would of thought it was the F.B.I or something and I would of took off running, and then my dad would of called the cops, cause I would not of came back to the house. So much respect for you
Thanks and Oh wow. Believe me, I’ve done that in the past but my dad did not call the cops. He runs after me trying to reason with me.
You have a good Dad, my dad gets me and understand me and knows when I am good and when I am not. He will talk to me and he never goes inside my psychologist with me, because he respects the line we have, it’s great to have a non schizophrenic to understand me.