can’t sleep 22:58 just finished raining cold eating niknaks chips wrote a lot of rhyming mixed up gibberish in my journal all praise to Allah on my radio the crystal fire particular particle domicile it’s cold bought coffee today on special 70 Rand off yay! Yaya! cold outside and inside wearing bathrobe housecoat all winter all year I look slovenly it is stained. all praise to A*lah. I don’t mean to be religious here please don’t block me I just want to talk tackle Alien the little s**T. all praise to…radio crystal fire my mission to protect hubby from Alien. he insists. so I act towards myself and I’m all ok. I’m seeing Dr Daya on Wednesday a nice dr I like him I hope he doesn’t admit me because I don’t want to lose my gift. … gifty fifty I’m 42 in two weeks time yay!! all praise to…wow I’m feeling great how can I sleep now. maybe lavender oil… hubby asleep he had a seizure again in his sleep a talking one. I am itchy and porous proud to have a gifty mission missing my family. they stay 80 km away. in a small farming town with my sister who drives 60kms every day to work and back. she’s my hero. not Mariah Carey noooo radio please! don’t play her to me! all praise to A*lah. please let me post I love you guys!!! I’m not … illlll… I’m special, chosen. no the radio sticking to hero. f***. I’m a victim, a sacrifice my life is dedicated to protecting others, hubby, Mom and Dad, big Sis, bros, the children on the street the strangers in the shop…
ok I’ll stop writing now maybe sleeep…thank you for listening and reading love you guys your special and chosen too!!