I dont care. I am a failure. I didnt finish a tech degree. Im doing the classes online. That place was hell.theyre still planning to kill me. Heard friend tell him youre gonna put your life away on that.
Why in the hell…what didvhe say. No hope
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your not a failure. i think your a great person 
thats something to be proud of
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I think you’re a great person too, you reached out to me when I was suicidal and said you wouldn’t want to lose a fellow sza like me. I’ll never forget that. I feel like a failure many times, I’ve never had a career or gotten any qualifications at all.
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Hugs. From texas
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nobody is going to hurt you or kill you…tell your pdoc, tell your pdoc…tell your pdoc.
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@roxanna ,I thought about you for half an hour what to say.
You just have fear.Every human does,whether it’s real or not,is it a part of sz,ptsd or ocd.
When your fear in real life you ignore,it grows until it reaches maximum and your mind is searching “target”.. Those are neighbours,passers-by’s or school stuff ..
The only way to deal it is therapy ,and to simplify your fear.I can’t do that,stuff I tried to explain maybe has some meaning ..
Hugs.
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I hear ya juke. I did tell my pdoc.
Thanks Milk.
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I can relate too alot of what you said my schooling got completely f*cked due too psychosis and mania i got sent to alternative school and cant go to college
As far as the paranoia before haldol my life was hell
I really hope you get the help you deserve
Why is it that you can’t go to college? Are you in the US?
My issue was financial aid. So because i dropped too much i have to appeal. Its all my fault.